i want to die

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Delaney's pov :

im in my billionaire mansion with my millionaire dog watching home alone on my 87 inch tv......

' DELANEY OH MY FUCK WAKE UP' shouted my roommate. i could feel my dribble over my chin as my braids got stuck in my mouth. I twisted and turned trying to get back to sleep but that gremlin woke me up. i zombie walked over to my alarm clock
8:57am. SHIT.
'WHY DIDNT YOU WAKE ME UP YOU SHIT BAG' i screamed as i put on my un- ironed shirt and tights.
i was calmer as i finished getting ready. i made a mental note to stop screaming when i wake up. I run down my stairs over to the kitchen to see half a bagel. im not hungry and i don't need it, i think as i pop a gum in my mouth. i say goodbye to treasure ( my roommate) and im gone.

i love uggs, but not as nearly as much as i love your mum. Jokessss....maybe. i start running as i've only got 10 minutes before period 1 ends. i make it. i feel proud lol.Everyone is staring at me. shit. have i got something on my face. then i realise im panting like a seal after doing 45 backflips in-a-row. LOL. i enter the classroom and scan everyones face. as im talking to the teacher i see a unfamiliar one. she is talking to Mari and Felix greatt. she is going to be popular, she is beautiful. I stop staring before anyone notices. I give sir my report card ( uk ) and i sit down at the back of class. Its geography great.

i wake up to someone tapping my shoulder. i rub my eyes as my vision is still blurry and realise who it was. Mari? why was she waking me up? before my mind could conjure up anymore reasons to why she was here i heard a voice. ' you know if you want to pass and get a job you should really start listening more' she snickered to her friends or as i should say minions. i speak, my voice still raspy ' and if you still want to be my girlfriend  i advise you to get out of my sight' me and mari had this relationship and she never got over it. She begged me to come back to her and i had to end up blocking her. Her face turned flushed  as her and minions all followed her out.I let out a breath before getting up and going to break. i didn't have friends in school. sure outside of school was a different story. i had online friends and real life friends.I normally spent my time in the library or outside. ikr im suchhhh a loner.

I head out whilst listening to girl in red. I see new girl in my favourite spot  talking to a million boys. DAMN. you go girl. I re- direct my self before someone is whistling at me. I turn around giving deaths glares and look at the new girl for a little longer. i turn around now angry and wonder how boys cant control themselves. ew. i hated men. they would make me so insecure then told me i was beautiful if i slept with them. Obviously i didn't. thats 1 of my many reasons why im lesbian. and im proud. im not going to say it was easy. i went through all 7 stages.

i sat down in the library. i found myself hilarious that i've never got a book from here. i just sleep. I love the library teacher though she always wakes me up and doesn't say anything rude  about my sleeping face.

The bell rings and i actually wake my self up this time. i walk over to my locker where my ripped timetable that was poorly stuck back together by treasure...

i make it to the end of the day hurrah.

i still want to die though

by zed <3


 

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