Silver & Bane

CHAPTER 6

Anzia's POV

After the guards took the man away, a female Healer came in and she preformed a lot of tests on me. She gave me a look of sadness when she completed the rape exam. "do you want me to inform them.?" she asked with a soft sweet voice. I shook my head. I don't want anyone to know until I am ready to tell them, I don't want them to hate me beaus I'm dirty and used. When she was done, she asked if the others can come in and I nodded. She promised to only share what was needed, nothing more. She explained to them that I have been through a lot, and that I needed time to heal, that I was scared and only trusted Luna Mell at the moment. 

After she left all the men except my Father left as well. He staid to talk, but when he tried to touch me I flinched away and made my body into a little ball, it was instinct and I felt bad that I did that with my father, he assured me that he only wanted to help me and protect me, over end over again. And I knew deep inside that it was true, he is my father, he wont hurt me, so when he asked again I agreed and he touched my hand. It actually did calm me and I was feeling safe with my hand in his. The boys came back some time later and said they had something planned to cheer me up, dad mentioned chocolate cake and then he left with them, the Luna sat by my side and was humming a song she used to sing to me when I was little, she was the only mother figure I had, now I feel like I don't even know her.. 

My dad walked in with his hands full of food and snacks, and each boy that entered looked the same. My eyes widened at the amount of food there was. They had gotten all the things I used to love eating and.. there was a chocolate cake. My eyes focused in on it. I cant remember when the last time was that I had a chocolate cake, or any of these food. Dad chuckled "some things never change huh?" he said with a smile. After that he and the Luna left to go change into some comfortable clothes. I went to the bathroom and stripped the hospital gown of me. In the bag that was handed to me was some of my personal, like body wash, shampoo, toothbrush. I felt so gratefully that I started to cry again. I got in the shower and scrubbed my body raw. I was trying to wash away all the dirt and marks and touches from the few years. The only wash I got was a bucket of ice cold soapy water being thrown at me every few days. I got out and looked at myself in the mirror. I still look like me but older, I wonder how old I am. I have no idea how long I have been gone, just that its more then a year, I stopped being able to count after he started to inject me with wolfs bane end silver, I was unconscious most of the time and it was useless counting when I wasn't sure of time. I looked in my bag and saw the pink piggy onesie that I bought the Christmas before I was taken. 

The boys asked me to ware it and I want to make them happy, also if any of them would try something it would be harder with the onesie on. I put it on and dried my hare with a towel and put it in a bun. My hare is so long, hanging down to my knees. I walked out and saw that all the people in the room, including the Alpha, Luna and my dad was wearing the onesies I had gotten them that same Christmas as I bought mine. It made me truly happy to see how much they loved me. The onesies was a joke and I assumed they would never ware them, even then. I actually gave them a smile and I genuinely laughed. I wanted to make an effort to show them I was okay, even if I wasn't. I could see in dad's eyes and face, he looked so much older then he used to look, and his eyes look sad and empty, like he was in pain after loosing something dear to him. I walked over to my bed and saw my pillow and blankets from my room. It calms me a bit because I will be sleeping with my own things. 

The Luna wanted a picture so she got one of my nurses to take it... everyone gathered around my bed, the Luna on my one side holding my shoddier, and my dad on the other, he asked if he could touch me and I agreed, I'm so thankful he understands that I'm scared and that I need time. He gently put his hands in my shoulder and we all looked at the camera, I decided to smile, this would be a good photo and I wanted a copy of it, a reminder that these people would do anything for me. When the picture was taken my smile faded with the flash. dad looked around the room and smiled. "so boys, what do you have planned, give us the program." Conner jumped up and down with all the excitement that he had. "okay, okay, okay... so we have some movies we can watch, but we wanted to start by giving Anzia something." I looked at him, confusion on my face.