Welcome to the Vent Zone, a book separate from my Random Things book where I will vent anything that bothers or annoys me and possibly do some ranting. Topics will be random and possible make a big deal over nothing because that is what I do. Some...
I have a history of online drama since November 2020 and they have been hurting me too much. I was involved in so much drama I go through one every month. I have been attacked or banned from Discord servers for not supporting communities (it's a choice, not a law), being religious (I'm proud of my religion), or being optimistic (pessimism isn't very healthy). Even if the drama wasn't about me and it was about my friends, I feel like I am suffering for them because I feel their hurt.
Because I get traumatized by those events a lot and have noticed how badly they affect my daily life compared to my past life before everything started, I wondered if I am suffering from slight PTSD (post-trauma stress disorder). I took an online test for PTSD a few minutes ago and here was the result I came up with today:
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With that being said, I guess what I am trying to say is...
I need help! There are no therapists within my area and I am tired of suffering at unexpected times like right now. The hurt is unbearable and it appears to be making my autism and ADHD worse. I don't trust my parents and real life friends because they can't know about this, but it is hard to know who to trust online as well. Maybe you can suggest something.
