Gone But Ever Near (our loved ones)

I don't know why you left so soon, I can still feel your presence. Your memories are and will be forever until we meet again.

Hi there,
How is it going at your end? I trust all is well and you are still keeping safe, am also keep cool here!
Has death hit you so hard before? I mean your love one or close relatives. According to google search on death; the end of life: the time when someone or something dies. (Birth, life and eventual death)" 
Am writing about death in memory of my Late father, today marks exactly four years since he passed on and it feels like yesterday. I have heard of death, I have seen death person, like family members or friend's relatives but to come with face to face with dead is something I never thought or imagined. I mean been by side of that person, knowing well that that person is okay and he or she is getting ready to be released in few hours and then next minute their health is in critical condition. It's amazing and surprising ah?!! I hope you understand that devastating state, well with me everything happened so fast that I did not understood a thing, I kept asking myself up to date how did this happened and why?
Well, who am I to question the happens of life? I believe it's God's way of doing things and we as human beings, we have to accept all things that happened to us with thanksgiving, besides, death is part of human life.
My father is the most funny person, he hardly gets angry, things that are serious and need serious attention, he will crack jokes out of it and that will be it. He is the type you do not want to make deal with, he does not know how to keep his promises, which is our biggest fight of all times and can lead to days without talking to each, lol. When he wants to break the fight, he will buy my favourite noodles and drinks just to cool the tension between us. The relationship between my father and I was not that people can identify as father and daughter but more like siblings, lol. His funny way of life has thought me now to live life easily, that's how he is. He is not perfect, he does had a lot of flaws, I see it as wrong but again, who am I to point at  someone's wrong doing? I just pray that wherever he is,  he should Stay Near!.
Every year, I tried to write something in his memory of him. After his burial, I forgot and entered his and call out his name before remembering he is no more, this made me wrote the Icy Hands Of Death, later wrote Short Memory knowing well that I didn't have enough memory with him but promise to keep the little one and this year, I wrote stay near in order that I need him to be ever near.
Is it okay to keep loved  one who is no more presence? I want to believe that death is not end of life, it is just that we can feel that person presence but some or maybe they could see us even be with us but only in spirit.
Inclusion, death form part of human life. Just that it does not ask permission, so we have to prepare ourselves and be ready.
I pray with everyone who has lost dear one, be it relatives, friends, wife, husband or a child, may the good Lord rest their souls, especially those souls we have lost during this pandemic. May the souls and souls of faithful departed rest in perfect peace. Amen!!!🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

You've gone for a while but it still feels like it was yesterday. The vacuum you left has not been filled, it can never be filled because you're unique in your own way.....
You been missed and still can't believe you're not here but at times I feel your presence, if so please......
Stay near, don't go far away bcoz I never want to forget you so stay near always
Oh yaeah stay near
Always stay near

Your leaving was sudden and quick.
No words nor good bye, you left like a lost wind but your voice rings so much in my ears. Your funny way of life is been missed. I feel and hear your voice but can't see you nowhere so if you're ever around.....
Stay near, don't go far away bcoz I never want to forget you so stay near always
Oh yaeah stay near
Oh oh yeah always stay near
please stay near, so that your memories will stay on till we meet again
Wherever you, please stay,  stay  near
Always stay near.....

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