Behind These Tears

Chapter 6

"Behind These Tears"

Chapter 6:

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Zack's pov:

I had to. I had to leave her. My best friend in the entire world. The only one who understood me. I had no choice. They made me lie. It would have been against my regulations. I would have been in so much trouble if I would have told her. The government had to lie for me. This was confidential. There was no other option, other than to fake my death. We already had a dead person who had been under government watch play my death with the work of the fake undercover cop that told Emmie i had been hit by a drunk driver. She knew I wouldn't have wanted a funeral that is why this was easier than it sounds. It was difficult knowing my last conversation on the phone with her would be my last..

I have grown to love her laugh, her smile. The way her perfect blonde curls fell around her face. Her ice blue eyes. I missed the beat of her heartbeat against my chest when i hugged her. Her tiny hands. She was my everything. I loved her. I knew this was going to hurt her. I just. I hate knowing I won't be there to protect her. Someone else will have to. And now that I have access to the security cameras all over. I know she is going to be just fine. This boy had more guts than I ever did. I could tell how much he cared for her. They were meant to be. They both showed it in their eyes.

I watched as she was running away with him. I wish that was me. My vision started to get clouded by my tears. My heart ached. Longed for her. I wanted to hug her. Kiss her cheek again. I want to be the reason she smiles. I have to be strong Zack. This is for my father's sake. I now know why he left. It runs in the family. I just found out. I had the choice to go now or later. I chose now. So that if I did have a child or children when it was my time to go undercover i wouldn't leave them. I always had imagined Emmie and I growing up getting married and having children. I wanted her to be mine forever. But things change and nowI was here reunited with my father. God I miss my Emmie. I love you. I always will. Goodbye forever my best friend. The love of my life.

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A/N:

Sorry if there are any mistakes! I wanted to update tonightt!

This chapter was dedicated to my friend katie who wanted to know more about Zack! So there you go! Comment and vote!

-H