Behind These Tears

Chapter 5

"Behind These Tears"

Chapter 5:

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Em's pov:

I was running, running fast. To get away from my father. This had happened before. He was gonna hurt me again. He was gonna find me. I was attempting to run away although he was right behind me. I turned to look around which probably was not a good idea. I was a 16 year old girl running from her abusivet father. This had to be a dream. It has got to be. It was cold, and around Christmas time. I turned around again. 'Bam' i tripped. As I was quickly hurrying to get up pushing the thought of pain to the back of my head a pair of aggressive hands grabbed me. I knew if I screamed I would get it worse than I would now for running away. 'Let's go bitch' my father said to me. He drug me all the way back to the house. As I call 'the hell hole.' He threw me on the hardwood floor in the hallway. Pain went through my body. I tried to get up again. Fight back. As i was on my knees there was a kick in my side. I screamed out in pain. I couldn't handle it I want to be dead. Why me? Why? I get up quicker running to the living room so I could get to the kitchen and escape through the back door. I tripped over a blanket in the living room. I heard the footsteps behind me I got up yet again and took my first step then I hear. 'Leave. See what happens. I'm gonna kill you.' He said to me. 'Go away!' I said backing up slowly. He grabbed the glass lamp off the table, and came closer to me. This was it, I am going to die. Goodbye world. Then i fell to the ground after the forceful hit to the head with the broken lamp shattered falling with me. I felt it, i felt the warm blood trickling down my head. My vision was getting blurry. This is it i'm going to be free. Bleed to death. Seemed like the best solution right now..to die. I felt another kick to the ribs. I was out of breath. Screaming. I just laid there and sobbed as I heard him walk away. Headed to go back to bed. I wanted to die so badly. Then... I heard it. The sign of hope fled through me. "Wake up" i heard a soft husky voice say to me. "Emily, wake up love." The voice said again.

I opened my eyes.. It was still dark out. But I was laying curled up in someone's arms.. I was in the living room. Then I felt something warm against my temple. He kissed it. Then started telling me everything is okay. He was there. It was only a bad dream. He started wiping away my tears. I felt safe.

"Harry..?" I said my voice hoarse from crying. I looked up into his green eyes that looked like they were full of sorrow. Sympathy.

"Yes love?" He said stroking my hair. I knew he would be my best friend. I was already learning how he was as a person. He wasn't a player. He had a heart one whom he was opening up to me. He was letting me in. He wanted to be my best friend. And I knew I wasn't going to let that offer down. I felt the same way.

"What time is it?" I asked my voice sounding less scratchy.

"2:07 in the morning." He replied smiling a little.

"Oh." I said smiling getting a warm feeling inside my stomach. My heart skipped a beat.. Realizing he stayed with me. "You stayed?" I said looking back into his sparkling emerald eyes.

"Yes." He said flashing his smile. Then furrowing his brows at his next sentence. "I was worried about you." He said softly rubbing circles on my back. We sat there in silence. The kind that only you would understand how comfortable it is to sit there if you experienced it. I wanted this moment to last forever.. I mean he is my best friend now. My only friend. One who cared, would protect me. Loved me. But most of all.. Be what I was needing my whole life.. But the part I wasn't so sure on was, I think I was starting to develop feelings for him in a short amount of time. I don't want to ruin our friendship.

Harry's pov:

She is the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. I wanted her to be mine. I know she isn't ready to have a relationship like this. I mean she isn't used to this happening. I just can't help to think if we will end up together. I would like that. But, she needs a friend right now. I will be her friend. Show her what love an friendship really is. I have to help her. She can't just live in this hell hole forever. I mean she practically has, but she needs out. She is slowly fading. Dying. I just know it. I'm sure louis wouldn't mind having her stay with us. And if not she could stay with one of the other lads. No. I have to protect her. What am i saying? I'd get jealous if she was with living with one of them. She could fall for one of the lads. Maybe, she could stay with Dannie or Eleanor! Yeah. First I have to ask her.. Then louis. I'm sure he wouldn't mind especially if he knew why he would sure let her!

"Emily?" I say looking down at her. Smiling cause she looked so cute.

"Yes?" She said moving slightly to make eye contact. God. I loved her ice blue eyes. They showed who she was. A sweet, sensitive, caring girl. I think I was falling for her. And fast.

"Would you like to come live with me and my mate louis?" I said flashing a smile. Shit. That's fast asking her to already move in. Reason is.."ya know because I don't really like the idea of you living with your father." Ahh much better. And I concluded my sentence with a reason. One she could not refuse. She was thinking..she took a moment to answer.

"Don't you like in England?" She asked raising her eyebrow..

"Yes?" I asked questioning to see the problem. She smiled. She smiled!!

"I would love toooo." She said raising her voice slightly. She covered her mouth with her hand giggling because she was too loud. I loved that side of her. I knew she would break through. I want to see this more often. I certainly could get used to her acting like that.

"Yayyy let's get you packed then miss!" Ooops too loud. She put a finger to her lips indicating that I needed to be quiet. I covered my mouth with my had laughing a little. There was her cute little giggle again. Not the annoying throwing myself at you slut giggle. But the, natural beautiful giggle. She then gave me a hug kissing my cheek. I blushed a little. She got uo and grabbed my had.

"Let's go curly, we have some packing to do..!" she said in an excited whisper flashing a complete smile. The real one where her ice blue eyes got a sparkle in them. Happiness. And to think I am the one to make her happy. My stomach flip flopped. Wow, what was that for? Why did that happen? Or whatever I probably got up too fast.

We went to her room quietly.. She opened the door. It was so.. Empty.

Em's pov:

I lead him to my room with our fingers intertwined. I blushed as I got to my door about to open it then I realized I didn't have much in my room.

"And this is my room.." I said slowly. Embarrassed.

"It doesn't seem like. You." He said confused

20 minutes later....

Em's pov:

We were packing my underwear.. Awkward.

"Ohh emily. I didn't know you had it in you.." He said holding up my pink lace underware.

"Harry, you cheeky bastard you.." I say snatching them away and putting them into the bag and zipping it up. "Well that's everything" I finished packing yayy. But I was nervous about what the others would think of me..

"Let's go." He said grabbing my bags. Yet again flashing his famous smile. I took one last look at my childhood bedroom that would haunt me every day the rest of my life.. I had to leave it was the best. For me. Not my father I could care less about the vile person. He has no heart. I'm going to have a new life. Start over. Be who I want to be. Have a chance to live. But most of all, have the curly headed mofo. My best friend by my side.

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A/N:

Yayyyy awh how sweet. Comment bellow. Give me any ideas for names for the next character coming into play? It's gonna be a male. Also a female. I need hellppp.

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-H