I remember a time
A time i didn't want to see
Those wonder years felt really bleak
Filled with a clouded mind
I couldn't think
And 'cause of that i couldn't speak
You brought the clouds
You can't admit
'cause your only goal was that i submit
I can't talk to you 'cause we're never in position where we have conversations
It's just give and take
Where i take what you give
And say "Thank you" when i leave
Where you replay my history
Like, i'll be the death of me
while in me i feel "this can't be life"
It's only later on, i saw i was right
When the clouds called me "home"
And the thoughts got so loud
The scars grew too deep
Most nights i couldn't sleepIt's funny how you'll never know
That you hurt me this deepMieye
