"I wanted to keep going. But I couldn't find the motivation to do so." I sighed. "I don't know what to do, Mae. I'm...lost."
"Sayang naman kung hindi mo ipagpapatuloy. I mean, you're just starting Mory. Why don't you see through it 'til the end?" She hands me a cup of hot coffee.
"Pareho lang naman. Magsasayang ako ng oras kahahanap sa gusto ko at ganun din kung magsstay ako sa isang bagay na hindi ko naman talaga gusto. Ang hirap."
Gusto ko na lang ulit maging bata.
"Maybe, studying isn't really for me." We laughed.
"Or maybe, hindi mo pa talaga nafi-figure out kung anong gusto mong gawin" she holds my hand. "tapusin mo muna 'tong sem na to, Saka ka magdesisyon."
"I'm.... scared. Natatakot akong gumawa ng isang bagay na maaaring pagsisihan ko. I'm afraid that I might spend the rest of my life figuring out what I want to do." I gave her a small smile.
"That's okay—It's okay, Mory." She smiled at me. "Whatever decision you make, I'm here for you and I will support you."
"Ladies and Gentlemen, Welcome to Incheon International Airport. The local time is 11 A.M. For your safety, please remain seated with your seatbelt..."
And here I am, about to land in Seoul, Korea. With nothing but my baggage and my inner baggage of lost, undecided, and no-plan-for-the-future self.
"Good job running away from your problems, Mory" I whispered to myself as I made my way out of the airplane.
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Teen FictionI am lost I'm not happy with my chosen course. I don't have a plan for my future I don't know where and how to start my life. I have nothing. Then I met you. A hardworking superstar. You work for 24hrs-barely eating, barely sleeping, barely survivin...
