I guess I'm trying to live like it's now or never-juke au

Chapter three

A few weeks later
Julies POV
It's Tuesday.
Its literally only five am and it's already started out bad. Lia woke up a few times last night and then Carlos came into my room.

I'm going to talk to Nick later at school if he can take Lia for a bit today so I can have a bit of break.

I get dressed into a black top, jean shorts, a flannel, and white Adidas. I added a necklace and then I put my hair into a high ponytail. I only put mascara, blush, and eyeliner on.

I get Lia from her room and change her. I bring her downstairs and feed her. I get packed up for today and then go to tias office to tell her I'm leaving and that Lias upstairs in her room.

I got in my car and drove off to school. I meet up with Nick and when I try to hold his hand he pushes my hand away. That's weird. Anyways, I go to my locker and then go our separate ways to period one. We have the same lunch period so I'll talk to him then.

Lunch
I text Nick to meet outside by the picnic tables. I see him and he sees me.

J: hey I have to ask you something N: what's up J: after school could you take Lia for a bit N: I already have plans to go out with a few friends J: but she's your daughter Nick N: yea I know that Julie J: then why can't you cancel your plans because I got barely any sleep last night and I feel like shit right now Nick this isn't fucking fair N: I haven't hanged out with my friends in forever can't I get a break J: you get a break, YOU ONLY GET HER ON THE FUCKING WEEKENDS AND I HAVE HER ALL THE DAMN TIME N: calm down J: no I'm not gonna fucking calm down N: I can't do this anymore J: do what anymore N: this with you, Lia it's too much right now J: what fuck is wrong with you N: I can't fucking do this anymore Julie it's too stressful J: so your just going to leave me and your child alone N: yea I am J: fuck you, I hope you rot in fucking hell.

He runs off and I just start bawling. I go to my car and drive back to tias. I run to my room and lock the door. I just sob and sob til I fall asleep.

I wake up hearing a knock on the door.

T: Julie can I come in J: yea T: what's wrong J: so I went to talk to Nick today seeing if he could take Lia a bit today but we got into a big fight and he broke up with me and left me T: I'm so sorry honey J: it's not your fault T: I know but I love you and you don't deserve him if he's gonna be like that J: yea I guess so T: your a strong woman, you'll get through this I know you can J: thanks tia.

I go get Lia from her room and take her with me in my room. She falls back asleep and I read for a bit then I text Carrie and Flynn about all the shit that went down.

They obviously came over to see how I was doing. They are literally the best friends I could ever have.

C: we're here F: hey J: hi C: how you doing J: eh F: I'm sorry Jules J: you don't have to apologize C: I can't believe him J: nether can I and now I'm all by myself with a baby and I'm only fucking 16, 16 C: this isn't your fault in the first place J: it kinda is C: the day of your anniversary I heard him talking with his friends that he's gonna drug you and then try and fuck you J: excuse me what F: yea she's right J: and why didn't you tell me F: because you were so excited and I didn't want to ruin it for you J: great I got drugged and fucked and got pregnant that he probably didn't want F: yeah probably J: you know what F: what J: screw all men, they're all disgraces to this earth C: you tell 'em girl J: can we just watch movies and not talk about boys F: of course.

We watched our favorite movies and they stayed over because I sure as hell ain't going to school tomorrow.

The next day
I wake up and it's awfully quiet. Flynn and Carrie aren't in my room anymore. I go to Lias room and she isn't there. I'm starting to freak out a bit but then I go downstairs and see her with Tia, Flynn, and Carrie.

J: morning T: morning, how'd you sleep J: good actually F: well go get dressed and then come back down here J: ok?

I go upstairs and get dressed in a yellow plaid dress with some gold cross earrings and white tennis shoes. I left my hair down and put some mascara, blush, and lipgloss on.

C: looking good J: thanks, so what's going on F: we are going to the mall and having a girls day J: really C: really with no boys, no distractions, and no baby's T: Julie go have fun with your friends and Lia will be fine J: ok fine, let's go F: that's the sprit!

We get into Flynn's car and we blast our favorite songs singing them at the top of our lungs.

We got to mall and we walked around going in and out stores. We got lunch at the food court and then walked around some more. That's when three random guys came up to us.

?: sup ladies J: um can we help you ?: yea.....what's your names C: none of your business ?: C'mon we don't bite J: we're not giving you are names because 1. We don't have to and 2. this *🖕* C: some of us aren't even into boys so run along bye.

They walked off rolling there eyes and we just started laughing getting a few looks from other people. We got our nails done and then went back home.

J: hey tia T: hi I just put her down J: thanks T: how was it J: good we got our nails done and got some new clothes T: fun.

We went upstairs to put our bags down and we changed into the matching pajamas we got. We ate something quick and then watched one of our favorite movies, five feet apart. We cry to it all the time.

We then head upstairs to go to bed and I check on Lia and she's still sleeping. She's literally the best. I'm so glad the school year is almost over and my birthday is coming up soon.

A/n
So yea that happened. Next chapter will be the present day. I hope you enjoyed!