𝐻𝐼𝑀 －𝗘𝗥𝗘𝗡 𝗫 𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗗𝗘𝗥－

10

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Warning!
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The whole night i cried myself to sleep.I was in a lot of pain. I thought eren really loved me as much as he said.

The next early morning I texted Mikasa to come over and i explained what had happend she tried her best to comfort me.
But it didn't work i was heartbroken.

Later on Sasha came and we explained again and again she tried her best to comfort me.
But it didn't work.

They had to leave later on.

I was in my room crying.
I didnt know what i did wrong in the relationship for him to cheat.
He was so good at hiding it how did i not notice
He didnt become distant
I guess it was a normal thing for him already.

I sat in my room, in my bed all alone feeling helpless and feeling unwanted.

All these "I love yous but, they were never really true to begin with." It hurts. A lot.

Eren hasnt even called or texted me like always. Does he know i know?

I sigh as i lay flat on my bes looking at the ceiling.

I threw all the stuff of me and eren across the room as i was crying.

I was losing it.I fucking loved Eren and he betrays me like this.

I cry and lean against the wall.
into my view i see blades.

Blades.

Blades.

I sigh and grab one of the blades and press it against my wrist and cut.

It hurt.A lot. I didng care i just wanted everything to go away.

I continue to cut as i heard a knock at my door making me jump.

"Fuck" i sigh and wipe my tears and pull down my sleeve.

I walk towards the door and open it
I see the one and only Eren.

"Hey pretty" he smiles but it quickly fades away as he notices my expression. Empty. No smile.

My red puffy eyes and all the stuff thrown behind me.

"Y/n-"

"Get the fuck out eren i dont wanna see you" i say

"What?" He raised an eyebrow.

"Dont act fucking dumb you know what you did last night, i went over to your house to see you, and i heard u fucking another girl" i say as i point my finger towards his chest.

"Im sorry" he says looking guilty

"No fuck your sorry get the fuck out!" I yell and push him out and slam the door in his face as i begin to cry again and lean my head against the door.

That being the last time I see Eren.

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1 week later
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I was in my apartment the whole entire day didn't eat anything the whole week.All I could do was ignore everyone's
messages and calls.

Its just someone cheating others would say but this one hurt the most.

I decided i was gonna do it.
I hated being through so much shit.

I got up from my bed and grabbed a blade from the nearest drawer in the bathroom.

"Fuck"

I heard my doorbell ring but i ignored

I closed my eyes and cut,this time deep than I had cut before.

I started breathing heavy

"Hey y/n why weren't you at school this whole wee-" mikasa cuts herself off as sasha and her see me on the floor with a deep cut on my wrist.

"FUCK Y/N FUCK FUCK SASHA CALL 911"
Mikasa yells as she grabs my head and Sasha runs out.

"Y/n what happened."

The ambulance got here pretty quick and took me to the hospital.

(A/n yall this is so dramatic but a serious topic tbh but ig)

Armin and Annie arrive along with
Eren.
Why does he care.

"Um can you guys give us a moment" eren says looking down

They all exited the hospital room.

"Y/n listen" He starts

He looks at my wrist with a lot of bandages covering the deep cut

"Im so sorry i didnt mean for this to happen i was just... horny"

I chuckle at what he was saying
Imma be honest i didnt even know if he was being forreal.

He looks confused

"Eren your one funny ,horny? Thats ur excuse" i scoff.

He was about to say something but i cut him off.

"Look eren i fucking blamed myself,I blamed myself for being the reason YOU cheated"

"Look-"

"You guys can come in now we are done talking" i yell out.

They all come in Armin ended up taking Eren back home

The girls stayed with me until a nurse came

"Okay y/n how we doing"
She asks

"Im fine" i say

"Okay soo noticing how many cuts you have we need to put you in a mental hospital for atleast 8 months so you can recover,not only because of the scars you also developed a bit of an eating disorder" she says

The girls look at the doctor like she was crazy but it was for my own good.

"We will be taking you in a few hours" she excuses herself.

"Im sorry guys" i say as tears start to form

"Its for your own good bebe" mikasa hugs me along with annie.

They had left to bring my clothes and explained what was gonna happen and
we said our last goodbyes and i left.