𝐻𝐼𝑀 －𝗘𝗥𝗘𝗡 𝗫 𝗥𝗘𝗔𝗗𝗘𝗥－

23

Drug use!
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We got to the party and she was right. There was a lot of people. We still didnt say a word to each other. "HII GUYSS" Sasha runs up to us with a bag of chips.

"hey." i say. Mikasa smiles and gives her a hug.
"Here" she gives me and mikasa a drink. "Thanks sash." i take the drink and start drinking.

"Imma head my own way." i say leaving the kictchen an pushing through people. I walk into a room to see yelena. "Hey." i say blankly.

"Shit hey u look terrible what happend." she says smoking her blunt. "nothing"
She nods and digs into her pocket and takes out a mini ziploc it had molly.

"Here" she says. I stare at here and take the bag. "it help u feel better" she smiles. I nod.

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I walk out of the room i felt so calm. "Y/N" Connie came to give me a tight hug.
"Hey conn" i smile.

"You good?" he says letting go. "Yes where is Jean?" I ask.
"He didnt come" that was kinda surprising he always comes.

"Have u seen eren by any chance?" His face drops and he moves to the side for me to see eren making over with a girl on his lap. I nod.

"You're not mad?" Connie asks raising an eyebrow.
"Nah" i say walking away back into the kitchen.

Everything around me was spinning. I didnt  feel real at all. The molly wasnt for me but it felt so good.

"You good y/n" mikasa asked as i got close to them. "Yes im fine." I laugh. Sasha and mikasa stayed silent while looking at me and then at each other and then at eren who was still making out with the girl.

"You dont care about that?" Sasha points to eren. "No, hes a WHORE." I raise my voice looking at him getting his attention.

I begin laughing. Mikasa and sasha were still confused. "Yea i dont care" i begin chuckling again.

Out of no where i get dragged away from them by my arm. Until they stopped. "What the fuck is wrong with you?" Eren pins me towards a wall. "I didnt do shit!" I yell. "You're acting crazy" he says.

I chuckle. "You're a whore eren." I look away from his face. He doesnt say anything. "You're a fucking liar and a cheater." I then look into his eyes that were already staring at me.

"You said u loved me." I looked down. "But we arent dating ." I shrug. He nods. "So theres no reason to call me a whore."

I chuckle. "You are. Now get let go of me jaeger." He doesnt let me go "What the fuck has gotten into you?" He looks at me.

"Nothing will let me the fuck go." I try to free my self from his grip around my wrist.

"I love you."

"You dont. You never fucking did eren. So stop saying that shit you fucking liar."