𝐌𝐀𝐘𝐁𝐄 𝐈 𝐃𝐎 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 | . 𝐟𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐲 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

015- 𝑁𝐸𝑊𝐹𝑂𝑈𝑁𝐷 𝐿𝑂𝑉𝐸

warnings: sappy

AN: get ready for some sappy shit!!!!!! ik you've all been dying for this so prepare urselves >:)

Her hands flew across the keyboard as she ran back into her house from the mine. Y/N had completely forgotten that the last time she had played Minecraft that she had kinda lost it. It was night out, so there were tons of mobs around. She wasn't as far as the others on the SMP, so she was struggling to fend them off.

(IGN)
help.

she typed in the chat as soon as she got a second. The mobs were all starting to bombard her and she wasn't sure whether she'd make it out alive or not. From the East came Fundy, ready to help her fend them all off. He used his axe and split them with her- they both took half and half of the group. After they were all defeated, Y/N was able to take a deep sigh of relief.

(IGN)
thanks

she typed again, changing her screen to Discord. He was online. She figured that their relationship was definitely at the point where she didn't have to ask to call, and so she took the initiative. The FaceTime ring-tone gave her mixed emotions. How was she supposed to feel about this? Her camera was off so that Floris wouldn't be able to see her
facial expressions- she'd rather it be that way.

"Hey," he picked up, adjusting his camera so she'd be able to get a better look of him. He flashed her a toothy grin from the other side and then put his hands under his chin. She could feel her cheeks heat up as she continued to study his chiseled face. The strip of white in his hair, his chocolate brown eyes, the little patch of facial hair... just everything. It was no lie that he was much more attractive than Jared had ever been, but she was never going to be the one to admit it.

"Hey, what's up?" she smiled back, then realizing that he wasn't able to see her. She felt like a complete jerk for keeping her camera off.

"Why can't I see you? Did I say something wrong?" he asked as if nothing had ever happened between the two of them. She scoffed quietly.

"No, nothing is wrong. I'll turn it on," she reached for her pink mouse and clicked the camera button. The small ring light on her camera shone brightly into her eyes, causing her to squint.

"Cute," Floris commented from the other side. She immediately threw her hands up in front of her face to hide the fact that she was completely red. Why was she acting differently now? It's like as soon as Jared was gone, she was able to realize and feel her own emotions. The answers were becoming clear to her.

"Oh stop," she subtly flirted back, giving a slight smile to Floris. She changed back to her Minecraft window where the two were standing together outside her house. "Thanks for coming to my aid- I wasn't prepared for that at all," she chuckled, scratching her hair. He chuckled as well.

"No worries. What did I say about helping you out?" he asked, "doesn't matter if it's in real life or in the game, I'll always be here," she could feel herself heating up again. These emotions were never there when Jared was around. Now that he was gone it was like she was becoming a completely different person.

"Thanks, I guess you're right," Y/N smiled. Things were different now. This was something that she could get used to. "So... The breakup..."

"Yeah how'd that go?"

"It went alright. It was nothing special. If anything, it was much easier than I had anticipated it to be. I was thinking that he was really going to freak out at me. Well, he did, but it wasn't as bad as I was expecting it to be," she summarized.

"Well that's good. I was worried about you. Jared seems like he's got a temper to him. I'm glad you were able to get him out of your life,"

"Me too. It's just me and Pooks now, and I'm fine with that,"

'And you too...' she thought to herself .

"Well I'm glad. That makes me really happy. You seem like a different person now, and it's not even been that long. He must have really forced you to become someone else, huh.." he pondered.

"Yeah, I'd say so. It feels good to be me again. That being said, I uh, had this dream..." she started. She wasn't sure whether or not to tell him all the details of the dream, but it seemed like maybe this would get her somewhere.

"Oh? Do tell," he inquired.

"Well... you see, we got to meet. Like at the airport. Like you were there and I uh.. We hugged and we uh.. yeah and it was really nice..." her face was as red as a tomato. It's not that she could see herself or anything, but she could feel it. All the way from her ears down to her collarbone was beet red, and she knew it.

"Oh? Anything else?"

"You said you loved me,"

"And you said?"

"I love you too."

There was a silent pause for a moment.

"Do you?" he asked.

There was another silent pause.

"I'm not sure." she finally responded after thinking it through. There were so many thoughts rushing through her head and it was difficult to sort them all out. Today had been quite the whirlwind and the last thing she needed today was to make up her mind about a new person.

"That's okay," Floris responded. She could tell that he was slightly upset by the tone of his voice, but there wasn't anything she could do about that. She wasn't ready to make any new commitments or anything of the sort.

"I'm sorry," she said.

"No, don't be. It's okay. You just got out of a long term relationship today, so why would I expect you to have an answer?"

She paused.

"I'm not sure. I always had to have an answer before..."

"I'm not like that. That's not going to happen to you anymore, Y/N, you can take your time. Never happen anymore... She thought about it for a second. Was he proposing something to her?

"What do you mean by that, Floris?"

"I mean, as whatever we are, I'll never force you for an answer. I'm not like Jared in the slightest, and I promise that I only want the best for you," he smiled. She could feel happy tears welling up in her eyes. Maybe she did love him... it was too early to really tell.

"You... He never said that to me before... I... maybe he did really treat me badly... maybe I need to move on faster than I want to," she said.

"No rush, but I'm always here,"

"Maybe I do love you," she smiled, looking right at her camera.

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