To The Moon...

Telling...

I woke up and started thinking about what I'm going to do about this decision I made? I can't believe I went behind everyone's back and sent an application to UCLA! Well people can't yell at me because this is my dream! UGH!
"Hey Amanda, what's wrong?" Ashton asked with a concern face as he walks in. Oh shit! What am I suppose to tell him?
"Um....no-nothing."
"Come on Amanda. I'm not that stupid."
"Well, yesterday in class we were filling out college applications. And I filled one out."
"Well that's pretty cool and I don't see what the problem is with that!"
"Well. It's not that I did it but where."
"What do you mean?" Ashton asked more confused than ever.
"It's not that I did it but where I did it."
"Where?"
"UCLA."
"Amanda isn't that in LA California?"
"Yeah." I said holding out the "a" sound.
"Why so far away?" He asked giving me the puppy dog face.
"Ash, don't give me that look!" I said trying not to cry.
"Amanda, why so far? Your like a sister to me and I don't want you to be so far away!" He pleaded with tears in his eyes.
"Ashton, please don't cry." I said holding back tears.
"Amanda, w-why so far?" He sobbed.
"Because I have dreams Ashton. I know it will be hard for you to understand but I really want to achieve these!" I said now tears running down my cheeks.
"A-Amanda you can't leave me!" He said now on his knees.
"Ashton I don't want to but LA is also away from my parents. I can't be near them Ashton!"
"Amanda I'll protect you!" He said now getting up and sitting next to me. Not crying as bad.
"Ashton no one can save me. And calm down I never even said if I was getting in or not." I said lifting his chin up so he was looking at me.
"How many people know?" He asked me.
"Two. You and I."
"Are you going to tell Michael?"
"Sometime. Probably when I know if I'm going or not."
"Alright. Well breakfast is ready."
"Ok, be down in a sec." Ashton just nodded and walked out. Ok that was horrible! I should probably tell Annalynne or something!!
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*Riiing*
I rushed out of class and sprinted to Annalynne's car.
"Annalynne!" I shouted because I saw that she was about ready to pull out of the parking lot. She turned to me and smiled. I started to run faster and got to the door. I opened it and jumped in.
"Well hello there Amanda." She said while laughing.
"Hey chicka." I giggled back.
"So what's up?"
"Oh yeah about that..."
"Omg what happened?"
"You know how we filled out college applications in class the other day?"
"Yeah why?"
"I filled one out for UCLA."
"Your kidding right?" She asked.
"No, why was it a bad idea?"
"Well it was always your dream. I'm just going to miss you! Like a lot!!"
"I'm going to miss you too. I just need to get out of here!"
"I know. Well let's get out of here." She said and drove away. O god what's going to happen if I get excepted?
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Hey guys!! How was your Easter? Mine was quite interesting and a kid staying at my dads at all my Easter candy! Luckily I had more at my moms!!! I was pisses though! Sorry I'm 2 days late on updating I just was spending time with the fam and didn't feel like updating! Well I love y'all!!
DUECES
~Mandy🐰