Haikyuu fear factor

Osamu's Fear

Thanatophobia the fear of death.

Osamu Miya was traumatised from a young age how? You may ask he witnessing his mother died in his arms
Now 8 year old Osamu didn't know his mother was brutally stabbed by his own dad because naturally that bastard just span some bullshit on him because what do you tell an eight year old oh sorry kid I killed your mother and from that day on he's always had a fear of death or anything associated with death and dying and this is a fear you can't just get over like i said he was  he was traumatised from a young age how will he cope when his childhood friend tells him he may die

Suna: i am sorry samu I can't do nothing

Samu: isn't there a cure

Suna: not for me it's too far advanced

Samu:rin you can't just leave me

Suna:*cough cough* I'll try and hold out for as long as I can for you know i love you

Samu: wha- I-I-i love you too Rin rin hold out for me and we will do this properly more romantic

Suna: *weakly laughs* hold you to that

They pinky promised  and suna kept to his word to try and hold out but he was too weak and samu got a call and it was the call he was dreading

Doctor:hello Mr miya i am sorry for your loss he held out for as long as he could we tried all we could we also tried looking for matching  blood types no matches

Osamu: whats his bloody type

Doctor: AB POSITIVE

Osamu: same as me and Atsumu its a rare blood type we can  save  him

Doctor: i'm sorry sir like he may of told you it was to advanced

The doctor  hangs up and osamu still refuses to believe suna is dead and he can be saved he is not going to accept the fact the person he lives is dead
He can't not again he can't go there again the endless therapy the endless pointless questions asking him how he felt when truth be told he felt nothing that was until his bf he doesn't know how he can survive all that again the reality set in and he mad he wanted to join Rin that he ended his own life