Rohit POV
I have never thought that I will get attached emotionally to a guy who I get to know not long ago. But now it feels so lonely without his text and call. I want to call him so bad but I don't want to disturb his family time but I hope he is fine.
He is like this innocent person who you want to save from this world. This is the first time I have met a guy who is this innocent and doesn't like to hurt any person's feelings even if that person is selfish to him.
It's really hard to accept yourself how you are when you grew up in a conservative environment where you are a man only if you have that toxic masculinity in yourself. Aryan had a really hard time accepting himself and he is still trying hard to accept every aspect of it and I want to be there for him when he needs someone to be with him. It doesn't matter if we became a couple or not, what he needs right now is a friend who he can go to when he is upset.
That doesn't mean I don't want him as my partner. I want him so bad, I want to hug him, hold him, cuddle him, kiss him, and love him. I want to do all these things with him. But I will take things slowly because I don't want to make him afraid by taking things too fast...
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Should I send him a text? Just one? I can't wait for him to text first I want to know if he is ok.
I typed," Hey, How are you? Hope you are fine." and Sent.
Ding.
That was fast.
"Hi. I am sorry I couldn't contact you at all but I am good. What about you? I will call you tomorrow. I need to talk to you about something. Bye."
I feel relaxed and anxious both at the same time. Relax because he is fine and anxious because I wonder what he wants to talk about.
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You are my strength (mxm)
ContoI was alone and afraid, but when you entered my life, you brought a beautiful light and strength that helped me rediscover myself. Aryan felt like he was being swallowed by darkness, exhausted and suffocated by hiding his true self from everyone. Bu...
