Choose

33 1 0
                                    

*BamBam P.O.V*
I woke up and get ready for school, Youngjae send me a text
*Crazy asshole*
-Youngjae: what the hell BamBam?
-Me: what do you mean?
-Youngjae: about that you tell to Yungeom, yesterday
-Me: what about? Did I say something wrong?
-Youngjae: we are together from birth, you can't stop talking to us because of that assholes
-Me: then don't talk to them again, and we are good
-Youngjae: I can't forget them either, and I'm sure Yungeom can't either but you can't just say to us what to do
-Me: I didn't tell you something wrong, choose between our friendship or them
I said and I get to school on my motorcycle, school when I get school Yungeom and Youngjea waiting for me, I park my motorcycle, I turn it off and I get off the motorcycle, I ignore them
-Youngjea: is this what are you going to do, ignore us?
I continue to walk and I get inside the school
-Yungeom: BamBam!!!!
I was getting to my class and then someone stop me, by putting his hand in front of me, I look and I see Jinyoung, I look at him with an annoying look
-Jinyoung: what is a wrong cutie?
-Me:*sigh* get out of my way Park Jinyoung
-Jinyoung: oh my boy, is getting mad?
-Me: I'm not your boy and yeah, I'm getting mad, so move now
-Jinyoung: and what if I don't want to?
Then I fake smile at him and I kick him in his private area and he holds it and he almost kneels, I whispered at him
-Me: this is just a warning, next time I will not be so gently
Then I pet him on his back and I get away from him, I get to my first class, then Youngjea and Yungeom come, they try to talk to me but I ignore them
At the lunch, they come to me but I was angry with them and mad, I don't want to talk to them right now
-Youngjea: BamBam, you can't ignore us, forever
-Me: I told you if you stop talking to them then I will talk to you
-Yungeom: BamBam we are best friends, you can't do that, and you told us what to do 
-Me: alright then do whatever you want, we are not any more friends, you have new friends now, our rapist 
I said and I get out and I left
-Yungeom: BamBam!!!
He said but I didn't listen and I get out of the lunchroom, Jeabum, and his friends pass me, Jinyoung was with them, he try to talk to me but I left him, he call me but I ignored him once again 
When I get to class and Youngjea sits by my right 
-Youngjea: We have to talk, after class 
After the class end, we get out 
-Me: what do you want to talk about?
-Youngjea: about that you said before
-Me: yeah, what about that, I told you that if you don't stop talking to them, then I will not talk to you or Yungeom, you have to forget me as a friend, that's all
-Youngjea: BamBam....we need you as much, you need us
-Me: I don't need friends they are talking to our rapist 
I said and I left, I get home after that
*End Of BamBam P.O.V*  
*My P.O.V* 
 I have to talk with BamBam, he is my friend, my family, I can't lose him too, I need him, So now I get to him and we talk but he was so mad I don't blame him, he think that I want to talk with Jeabum, but I don't my mother want me to talk with him, so I just present to talk to him, I try to leave from the house but she finds a way and she takes me back, she ground me so many times and she didn't want to listen to me, she wants to be friends with him, I don't want but if I pretend to be friends with him in front of her I can be with my friends but now with that, I'm going to lose my brother, my best friend, Yungeom is so sad with BamBam and I know he is not going back, he is saying the truth, we can be friends with someone who rape us, I can't lose my best friend, and I'm afraid that I have already lost him 
-Me: *sing*I can't lose him, I can't 
Then Jeabum come with the others and Jinyoung was talking with BamBam, I was ready to go there, but BamBam hit him and he warn him and he left, he get to the classroom, I talk to him after that, he was very mad, my brother, I try to call him but he doesn't want to talk, So I have to choose them or my best friends, I'm not going to choose Jeabum or his friend, I'm going to choose my best friends my brothers
I get home and Jeabum was there with his friend 
-Jeabum: Oh, Hi Youngjea
-Me: Hi 
I said and I was ready to get upstairs 
-Jinyoung: Stay with us 
-Me: No, thanks 
I said and I get upstairs to my room, my leg was hurting me a little but I was a little better
Someone knock on the door, I didn't answer because I know it was Jeabum, he open the door and he come inside, I was ready to play with my laptop
-Me: what do you want?
-Jeabum: to talk, is something wrong with that?
-Me: Yeah, I want to be alone
-Jeabum: Why do you act like that?
-Me: can you just leave me alone?
-Jeabum: no, I can't
-Me: just leave, you asshole!!!
-Jeabum: what's wrong with you?
-Me: Don't start, what's is wrong with me, you are the problem, can you not let me go, you didn't get enough, you make me suffer, a lot, so please, please, let me live my rest my life in peace, I once try to kill myself, for what you do to me and my friends, I was foolish that I lisent to my mother and pretend to be friends like you, so she can leave me alone!!!
I was so mad right now, he only look at me 
-Me: you just leave me alone, I'm not going to lose my best friend, because of you, you destroyed my life once, and I'm not going to let do it again, I'm your friend, and I will never be your friend or something more, I hate you, so much, just you and your friends leave us alone!!! I can't anymore fake and be like we are friends, I want you to leave me alone!!! why can't you do that just leave me alone!!! Is so hard for you, or do you want me to suffer more? What else do I have to lose because of you, I can't be normal and be nice to others, because of you, because of what you did to me, I'm damaged, I can't think of you as my friend or my brother, because I hate you, I fucking hate you!!! And I can't leave this damn house, because my mother is married to your father and I have to live here, in the same house as the one who rape me
I said and I take my jacket, and my keys and I left the house, I get to BamBam's house, I need him, my friend, I knock on the door, after a while BamBam open the door
-BamBam: look if you here for-
And before he said anything else I hug him, and I cry at his arm 
-Me: I can't lose you, not you, BamBam, I need you by my side, you and Yungeom I can't alone 
He quickly hugs me back
-BamBam: I'm sorry if I hurt you, I didn't mean to, I was just angry with myself, I thought that was something wrong with me, that was me that I destroy all the time everything, that was all my fault 
-Me: I just need my friend back nothing more
We get inside and we get to BamBam room, we play video games, Yungeom come too and we have fun like we always have, we deliver our favorites, we eat snacks, my mother didn't call me but it's not the matter, they only it's the matter now it's my friends, and I'm not going to lose them never, I almost lost one of them
So we are like before, with Jeabum and his friend, we are not talking to them like before, Yungeom cut every contact with Mark, he was very cold with him like before
We get to the match, we win, of course, then when we get out Jeabum came with his friend 
-Jeabum: congrats boys
We are ready to pass them but Jeabum grabs me by my arm, I look at my hand, and then him
-Jeabum: why yo act like that, we are fine all this time
-Me: let me go
-Jeabum: what's is get into you?
I look at him and I was mad 
-Me: I said let me go!
-Jeabum: No, until you tell me what is going on, with you? 
I try to move away, but he holds me tighter, and I move my left hand that he didn't hold and I punch him in the face 
-Jeabum: Ugh...
He said and he touch his lips 
-Jeabum: what the fuck is your problem?
-Me: You and your friends are my problems 
I said and we leave, we get on the motorcycle and we get to celebrate our win at the bar, we order the drinks and after a while, the drinks came, one of the ladies that give our drinks give BamBam a paper and she winks at him, he took it, it was her number, he shows to us 
-All: Oi!   
-Me: so proud of my friend 
-Yungeom: so lucky dude 
We drink and we have fun, I take a text from my mother telling me to get home, I ignore her and we continued drinking, then someone behind me and grab my hand, I turn and I look it was Zhang Yixing, great, this is what I need now 
-Zhang: where is Jeabum? He is not here?
He said and he look around
-Me: No, your asshole friend is not here 
-Chanyeol: Oh really, last time he save you, from Jasper  
-Baekhyun: you got a problem, asshole?
Chanyeol looked at Baekyun with a smirk
-Chanyeol: relax kitty 
Then the others get up as well  
-Kai: Oh the dogs are here as well
-Kyung-soo(D.O): said again, I dare you
-Kai: oh what's the matter cutie you are mad?
-Kyung-soo: You haven't seen me mad, so don't push it 
-Kai: I like to see you mad right now
Luhan hold back Kyung-soo Tao hold back Beakhyun
-Jeabum: is something wrong here?
-Zhang: no Jeabum just my friends want to meet your brother's friends
Jeabum come close to me and grab my arm  
-Jeabum: you are coming with me 
-Me: it looks like one punch is not enough
I was ready to hit him but he grab my other hand as well
-Jeabum: now, what are you gonna do
I fake smile at him and I kick him in his private, he let me go
-Jeabum: Oi, you little bastard 
-Me: next time you better let me go, when I told you 
I said and we left, I get at home and take a shower, I lock my door and I put some stuff behind the door and I get in bed 
The next morning someone knock at my door, I open my eyes and I look at the time it was 7:00, what the hell? I get up and I move the stuff and I unlock the door, I open the door and I look it was Jeabum
-Me: you better have a good expansion why do you wake me up at 7:00 in the fucking morning
-Jeabum: come down for breakfast, and next time don't lock the door 
-Me: I will come later, and you next time don't touch me 
I said and I slam the door in his face, and I lock the door again, I get back to sleep and I woke up by a noise, a loud noise, why did no one here let me sleep, the noise come from the door, I look and I see the door was not there, I close my eyes I rib them and I look again, I see Jeabum father holding my door
-Me: what the actual fuck?
-Mom: you lock and slam the door you don't have a door
-Me: yeah, but this door is my private place, without a door I dont have it
-Mom: we don't slam or lock the doors in the house 
-Me: you are so annoying, this is so stupid and unfair, why the bloody hell you are doing this?
-Mom: you have got a season about your behavior 
-Me: *sigh* you are an unbeliever     
Jeabum was looking at me 
-Me: you are happy, now, asshole
-Mom: Youngjea, I don't raise you this way
-Me: yeah, and I didn't know my mother married the father that his son, rape your son and you just let it pass as nothing happend, but this asshole, this fucking bastard destroyed everything in  my life and I hate him for that, for the rest of my life
I said and I get back to the room, I didn't have a door so I don't know what's is the point, but whatever, now I can't protect myself from him, they take out the fucking door, Ilie at my bed and I play with my phone, then I take my motorcycle keys, and jacket and I get downstairs
-Mom: where are you going?
I didn't answer her 
-Mom: I ask you something 
-Me: for a walk, or you gonna lock me inside?
-Mom: no, of course not, you need money?
-Me: no, I have mine
I said and I get out, I get to my favorite coffee place, and I order a coffee and something to eat and I pay, I get to a table, I sit in a chair and I was scrolling my phone, they bring me my coffee and my food, I thank them, and I was eating and drinking my coffee, it was so relaxing, the take the fucking door out those people are crazy, really, they just take the door, out and now I have to deal with Jeabum and his friend, now I don't have a door or I will not have any private moment, or get relax with my friends, this is sucks, this so stupid, I have to think something, to put something there so I can get some private moment, without anyone see me, I need my own space and I can't have it now, everything is getting worse and not better, the time that starts getting better this asshole or his friend come and destroyed my life     

-----------------------------------------------
What Will Happend Next? Will Youngjea have his chance to get a private moment, to get the door back or put something else there, so he can have a private time? What will happend between Jeabum and Youngjae? And who are those people who start bugging Younjea's friend? Are going to leave them alone, or are get in more trouble? We, Will, Find Out!!!                

I HOPE YOU ENJOY MY STORY!!!
LOVE YOU ALL!!!
PEACE!!!
BYE!!!

He is My StepBrother And He Is Love With Me?Where stories live. Discover now