Maya's p.o.v
A few weeks later...
I've been to school for the past 3 weeks hiding from those 4 girls, the sleepover with Chels was amazing.
I'm currently sat in science.
"LISTEN UP!" Mr Williams shouted.
We all sat in our seats.
"You've all got a project coming up, partners, go choose now!" He added.
The only person left was James, Oli's brother.
"Howell, White, your a pair," he said.
"Hey," he smiled.
"Hi," I replied, I could feel myself blushing.
I've had a crush on James for ages.
The only person I've told is Zoe (.Zoella) .
*after school*
My phone buzzed.
Daddy💜:
Bring James home, we're looking after him and Oli for a few weeks 💕walk home today as dad has the car x
Me:
Ok daddy💕see you soon 👑xx
"Hey Maya," James said, making me jump a little.
"Hey James, you're coming home with me apparently," I replied and we started walking home.
It was cold and stupid Maya didn't bring a coat again.
*half an hour later*
Me and James walked into the house.
"HOME LADS!" I shouted.
"HEY!" Oli shouted.
"Today is Friday, JOE WELLER UPLOADS TODAY!" I shout running into my bedroom and logging straight onto my laptop and it's the summer holidays now so that's a bonus too.
Getting out of our stupid new uniform I put on my joe weller top and pyjama shorts.
"MAYA COME HERE NOW!" Dad shouted.
Shit! He's found out I cut again last night!
I don't really care about my scars anymore.
I walked into the front room where joe sugg, Oli, Caspar, James, Dad an Daddy were.
"Yeah?" I replied.
"Please don't start crying but seeing as it's your birthday when we're all at playlist, me and the guys apart from James want you to open this envelope," Dad smiled and handed me the envelope.
Daddy was recording and so was joe and Oli.
I slowly opened the envelope.
There were 2 pieces of paper.
"Read them out," daddy smiled.
"Maya, our little princess, seeing as you're our world and we love to see you happy and get your janoskians merch on because on Sunday we're taking you backstage and front row to one of their concerts, we know there are probably tears filling your eyes right now, that's a sign of joy, we love you princess, lots of love Dad and Daddy kiss, hug, kiss" I said, trying not to cry to much.
"What'd you think?" Dad asks.
"Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you!" I squeal.
"Read the other one with James!" Oli smiles.
James sat next to me.
"Hey little people! Seeing as your birthdays are quite close together," I read the first line.
"Get your dancing shoes on, and get your crying act on Maya," James laughed.
"Because us and Dan and Phil are taking you tO GO AND SEE 5 SECONDS OF SUMMER!" I squealed and screamed and ran out the room.
I lay on my bed and tried to calm down.
"Princess are you ok?" Dad asked, coming.
"Thank you," I sobbed and hugged him.
"It's ok princess, you've got a bit if mascara on your face," dad chuckled.
"Eww I looked ugly in front of James! I mean you, fuck" I stuttered.
"MAYA HAS A CRUSH! MAYA HAS A CRUSH!" Dad sang coming out of the room, dragging my by the wrist.
"Dad, no stop you're hurting my wrist!" I said.
"Oh yeah, sorry princess," dad smiled.
"Gees dick face," I mumbled.
"You what?" Dad asked.
"Nothing," I sighed.
"Should we get started with the science project?" James asked.
"Yeah, bye hoes," I replied and James walked into my room.
"KEEP IT PG!" Dad shouted.
"Leave her be Hun," daddy said.
"Sorry about them ja-" I said but he cut me off by kissing me.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to," James .
blushed.
"No it's ok I kinda like it," I blushed.
"We've known each other like 3 weeks but will you go out with me?" James whispered, so the guys would hear.
"Yeah," I replied.
"Let's keep this between me, you, and your friends ok?" I said.
"Promise," James smiled.
"Let's put 5sos on," I replied.
"What I like about you," we both said at the same time.
*three long hours later*
We was finally done with our project!
"BOYS COME IN HERE!" James shouted.
The all came in.
"Oh my god that's sick!" Oli said, admiring the science project.
"I know right! All her idea," James smiled.
Dad took a picture of it and posted it to twitter.
"I'm proud of you!" Dad smiled.
"Thanks, I slay," I replied
"Hey what's this?" Joe asked picking up my diary which I keep my blades in a pocket.
"No, no, no, no, thanks Joe but what goes on in my head, goes in here and there's stuff in there that's gonna make you cry, I wouldn't dare," I smiled and glanced at daddy, who did once go through it.
Maybe I should throw my blades away?
All the boys left the room and it was just me an my phone.
I opened my diary and grabbed all my old blades except my new one I got the other day.
I walked out the room into the front room.
"Open out your hands," I said to dad.
"Why?" He asked, confused.
"Just open your hands," I replied and he did as I said.
"There I opened them," he replied.
"Close your eyes and I'm gonna put something in your hand and then I'm gonna go into my room ok?" I asked.
"Yep," dad replied, I put all 20 blades in his hands and walked to my room and shut the door.
I lay on my bed and tears streamed down my face as I hugged my pillow.
Dan's p.o.v
I opened my eyes and looked at my hands.
Blades.
I looked at Oli, Joe and Caspar,
"What the fuck dude?" Oli said, sounding kinda hurt.
"She'll get better, don't worry" joe smiled.
I was lost for words.
Phil wiped a tear which ran down my cheek.
"Baby it's going to be ok, I promise," Phil whispered.
I chucked them all in the bin.
I tweeted:
"You hurt her I'll kill you😒💕"
Maya's p.o.v
I logged onto my laptop and went on YouTube and onto Joe Weller's channel.
The video was called: a special shoutout
"Wassup guys, it's your man Joe Weller here! Today is gonna be a short video, but I wanna give a shoutout to one of my friends daughter, her name is Maya Howell-Lester she watches these videos, Maya if you are watching, stay strong for me alright, things are gonna get better, things won't stay bad forever little one, all those people are judging you are fucking idiots and if those girls are viewers I don't fucking care because you hurt my best girl friend. I love you Maya, forget the haters see you later bye!" Joe said and the video ended.
I walked out my room into the living room with my laptop
I quietly sat at the dinner table and read some fanfictions as the boys were watching a movie.
Dad came over.
"Wanna come get some pizza?" He asked.
"Sure, let me just get a jacket," I replied.
"No princess, wear mine," dad replied getting a jacket from his room and I put some shoes.
"See you soon guys," I said and me and dad walked out the flat.
Joe's p.o.v
"So James who do you like?" Oli asked.
"No one," James simply replied.
"Come on man it's just us four in here," Caspar said.
"I'm not saying, cause you'll all flip," James replied.
"Come one please!" I begged.
"Maya, alright there I said it," James sighed walking into the spare room.
I BLOODY KNEW IT!
Dan's p.o.v
The car journey to get pizza was fun, Maya was fidgety, it was like she needed to get something off her shoulders.
"Maya, is there anything you need to get of your shoulders?" I asked.
"Please don't get mad at me but I've it a boyfriend," Maya blushed.
"Awe! Who is it?" I asked.
"James," Maya spoke barely audible.
"I knew something went on in that science project!" I exclaimed.
We got the pizza and got back in the car.
*skips journey*
"Dad, please don't tell anyone," Maya said.
"I won't I promise," I replied.
We got back in and it was already 11:30pm.
"Pizza than bed, Maya and James ok?" Phil said.
"But leave your laptops out here," Joe said.
I ate my pizza pretty quickly, but I suddenly felt sick, this has been happening everyday when I eat dinner, do I need to see someone about it??
"Night everyone," I said.
"Night," they all replied.
I walked into my room and hopped into bed and texted James on my phone.
Me:
Hey😏💜
Bæ💕🐯:
Hey I'm in bed now, already missing your beautiful face😭💜
Me:
I told my dad about us, is that cool?? 🙈💕
Bæ💕🐯:
Awesome👑
Me:
Luff you💜
Bæ💕🐯:
Luff you too😏💕👑💘
Me:
Daddy is coming night babe💕🐯
Bæ💕🐯:
Good night gorgeous💘
I locked my phone and pretended to be asleep.
"good night princess, nothing is gonna stay bad forever, I love you," I heard him say and kissed my forehead.
James' p.o.v
The house was silent.
Maya isn't asleep as she was posting snapchat stories of her night light.
I suddenly heard phil's name being moaned, so I texted Maya,
Me:
Your dad's are loud😂😳💕
Princess🙈👑:
Ikr😂😭😳🙉Come in my room, I'm cold😔❄️💕
Me:
Coming now babe💜🙈
Maya's p.o.v
I heard my daddy's name being moaned.
MY VIRGIN EARS
There was a faint knock on my door.
"Come in," I whispered.
James came in and climbed into my double bed.
We lauded there and snuggled.
This is a good thing about having a tall boyfriend.
"I love you," James said.
"I love you too," I smiled.
Oli's p.o.v
Due to the noises come from dan and phil's room me and Joe are awake.
"Oli SHH, listen," Joe said, there was talking coming from Maya's room.
I started to get sleepy and soon fell asleep.
James' p.o.v
Maya had her arms wrapped around me and our legs were intertwined.
I heard very lights snores from Maya.
"Good night baby," I said kissing the top of her head.
I felt myself getting sleepy too, I wrapped my arms around her just to make sure she feels safe.
Soon enough my eyes closed...
