Better Off Dead [Discontinued]

Better Off Dead! Did You Hear A Word, Hear A Word I Said? (7)

Authors Note: Hey, sorry for not updating yesterday.I am trying to update everyday. I don't know if you guys caught onto this but, the titles of the chapters are the lyrics to the song. I hope you guys are enjoying my story so far. I strongly recommend listening to the song Better Off Dead by Sleeping With Sirens before reading this. I will always have the video link up there at the top of the chapters. Please tell my what guys think of it, and don't forget to vote!

P.S The parts that are in bold may be triggering. And the Italics are Beca's thoughts except for the recap.

**RECAP** (Beca's P.O.V)

"Woah Jesse, I don't feel the same way. I'm... I'm gay."

After I said that he let go of my hands, and slapped me across the face. "Then why did you lead me on Beca? Huh? Than why did you flirt with me?"

"Jesse I didn't fli.." I could finish the sentence before he smacked me across the face agiain. I had this stinging pain in my cheek.

"Hey, get off of her." I heard a voice say from the door way. Then two doctors rushed in draging Jesse out of the room. On his way out he was yelling something along the lines of me really loving him and just being to scared to admit it.

After that I broke down into tears, and who ever was at the door way came over and hugged me.

"I... I can't do anything right." I whispered as I was crying.

"Shhhh It's okay. Just calm down." A sob escaped my lips when I realized who it was.

"You'll be okay, I got you." said Aubrey as she hugged me trying to get me to calm down.

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(BECA'S P.O.V)

Why was Aubrey here?

Why did she come and see me?

I thought of all of the questions as I sat on the bed crying as Aubrey was holding me, trying to get me to calm down.

Just by her holding me gave me this very calm, relaxing feeling. The tighter and longer she held me my sobs reduced to small faint cries.

This felt nice. Just sitting her, falling more and more into her embrace. Breathing her in. Her whispering calming words into my ear. Her hand gliding up and down my back leaving a tingling sensation trailing behind.

In this moment, I felt as if she didn't hate. As if she hadn't rejected me on the night of the semi-final. It felt as if, she had the same feelings for me.

I wish I could have stayed in this moment forever. It was just me and her, no one else.

Eventually after I stopped crying she pulled away. Of course, all good things must come to an end. She pulled back and looked into her blue eyes. They were so beautiful. If I could, I would allow myself to get lost in them, and just stare at them forever.

"Are you okay? What happened?" She asked softly.

"With Jesse... Um.?" It was really hard focusing when she was this close to me. I could lean over and in a second my lips would be on hers.

"Yeah, you don't have to tell me if you aren't comfortable with it."

"Oh no, it's fine." I took a deep breath, pulling thoughts together to tell her in a way to make it not sound as bad. "Well I had just woken up and the doctor came to check on me. After he left Jesse came in and was talking to me, than he asked me why I did... this. I went to tell him that he shouldn't worry than he went off on me about how I should be and than he told me he loved me."