Better Off Dead [Discontinued]

And The Demons That She Hides Are All She Knows (10)

Authors Note: HAPPY EASTER! TODAY So here is the second chapter for today, I might be able to upload tomorrow, but not Tuesday. I strongly recommend listening to the song Better Off Dead by Sleeping With Sirens before reading this. I will always have the video link up there at the top of the chapters. Please tell my what guys think of it, and don't forget to vote!

P.S The parts that are in bold may be triggering.

**RECAP** (AUBREY'S P.O.V)

A little later Luke told them what he saw and then left.

My stomach and chest were killing me. I had only coughed up blood once since I got here. But it got all over my arm and shirt and Stacie's bed sheets.

They told me just to lay there and rest and that Cynthia-Rose, Lily, and Fat Amy were going to get ice but I wouldn't be alone because Stacie was gonna stay here with me.

Stacie and I were talking a bit, her more than me because my throat was still a bit hoarse, I was really tired and was about to dose off, when I heard there door open up and saw Chloe and saw Beca walk in.

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(BECA'S P.O.V) **This part takes place right before they found Aubrey**

Okay, I am seriously starting to get worried right now. Aubrey has been missing for over 6 hours. We have tried texting and call her but she hasn't picked up once, and we have walked all over campus looking for her.

Chloe say's that she normally picks up her phone and doesn't stay out to late because it isn't to safe. Well right now it's around 10:30 p.m. and she hasn't answered any of our call. Chloe is freaking out too, we haven't seen her since she practically ran out of the Bella's practice.

We split up the Bella's. Stacie, Lily, and Fat Amy are at Stacie's dorm. Jessica, Denise, and Ashley are at Jessica's dorm. And Chloe and I are at Aubrey's and her apartment. We thought maybe she would come back.

Something is wrong. She ended practice a whole hour early and left without reasoning. I just hope she is okay. I would hate it if something had happened to her.

But this whole week she has been acting kind off weird to. She has been very closed off. The only time we would ever have a full conversation with her is when she was instructing us on what to do at practice. But that wasn't even a real conversation. Even Chloe, who lives with her, hasn't even talked to her.

This whole week she was ignoring me the most. She wouldn't talk to me or even look at me.

I don't understand her. Does it really take for me to attempt suicide to get her to notice me? It was only when I was in the hosptial and a few days after she would talk to me.

But if took me, harming myself to get her just to even look at me, I would do it again. I would do it as many times as it took for her to notice me.

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About thrity minutes later Chloe got a call from Cynthia-Rose saying that they found Aubrey and she is at Stacie's right now. After we got that call Chloe and I headed straight over to Stacie's.

"Why did she go to Stacie's instead of our apartment? Was it because of me?" I could tell Chloe wasn't alright. She was very nervous and hurt right now. So I did the only thing that I knew would comfort her, affection. So I put my arm around her shoulder as we walked over to Stacie's.

Chloe has been like this all week. Since Aubrey was ignoring us and her, she has been very upset, so I have been trying to comfort her. I have definitely been more touch feely this week. But I am only trying to help Chloe.