Tales on Track

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Days passed, but nothing has improved for better. Sanskar's ignorance toward Swara didn't changed a bit. Still, Swara didn't lost hope. She tried to hold herself for him with a belief that her Sanskar will be back in her life once again.
In all this, Swara feels so hurt to see this family for whom she fought, did a lot but they didn't support her. Infact, they don't care about her and Sanskar's relationship. She could bet that except Sujatha, none had even idea what's going on in their life. No one care for her like she don't even exist. But Swara also doesn't care about them. She was now only living for Sanskar but seems like she is too late.

He has told her not to interfere in his life. She doesn't hold that right. Everytime she tried to do anything for him, his rude behaviour breaks a part inside her. She feels hurt by his words but she never answered back. She feels like it's her punishment for her mistake. But she tried to be as much normal as possible. She wake up, arrange his things on table even he stops her and behave rudely. She regularly take out his clothes to go to office but he never wear it and wear another. But Swara doesn't say a single word.
But yeah, She doesn't bring his breakfast because she know he won't even touch it and leave without having so either kaka or Sujatha bring his breakfast. It hurts her a lot. She always look at him while he eat. But when he looks at her, she shift her gaze and turned around to wipe her tears without being noticed. But she also knew very well that he wasn't unaware of her tears. He knows her.

It only happened once when she brought his food and he have it.

Flashback:

One day, Kaka has gone to market and Sujatha was having headache. So, she asked Swara to take Sanskar's breakfast. Swara was little reluctant what if he won't eat. Still, she takes it for him. When she came inside the room, Sanskar was getting ready. He sees her through mirror and as usual ignored her.

"Sanskar, your breakfast?" She said.

"I don't wanna eat. I am.." Sanskar was about to say but before that Swara said.

"Don't worry, I didn't make it. Kaka made this. He has gone to market, mom is having headache and Uttara has also left for college. That's why mom told me to give it to you. I know you don't like it if I do something for you but please have it." She said not looking up for once and filling his glass with water.

Sanskar look at her as she said it calmly. Its not new, since the day she come. She talks very less and so calmly. Not even respond to his anger. He looked at her as she goes and sit near window after arranging everything on the table. She took her phone and started Swiping something like she usually do as they have nothing to talk, rather he doesn't care to listen.
Without saying anything, he just sat and have breakfast. Swara feels relieved that he was eating but also felt bad that he was eating because she didn't make it. She looked at their pictures in her phone that bring sad smile on her face.

Flashback ends...
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Swara doesn't bother about family but sometimes Uttara's and Sujatha's taunts hurt her a lot. She cried but never in front of Sanskar. Still, he wasn't naive to notice it.

Its been a months, Sanskar had immersed himself in his office work. It was usual for him as this is what he was doing since the day Swara left him but for Swara, it's really suffocating.
The more days was passing, Swara came to know everything through Sujatha who taunt her for being the reason Sanskar changed so much. What he was facing all the while, the accusations and blame for everything wrong happened was due to him.
Hearing this, Swara could only blam herself for leaving Sanskar who was always there for her that too for her sister who never cared for her. That's right, Ragini her sister never cared for her. She was happy in her life with Laksh. Who cares for Swara? It's not that Swara expected any kind of sympathy or nice behaviour from her because in those six months also she always behaved harshly with her, saying it's all because of Sanskar, Laksh was missing. But when Swara tried to support Sanskar everyone get angry on her. Her baba, dadi, dada.. Even Shomi, Her Maa, everyone and call her selfish that she doesn't think about Ragini. She felt alone and wanted to run back to him but she stopped herself thinking once everything will be fine, she will start a new with Sanskar, a place away from these selfish people. She will be in her world with her Sanskar. Because she understood that there is no one who care for and loved her more than him. She was alone since her birth. Her maa and Dida were there she thought but he stood by her when no one did. God had sent Sanskar in her life to make it more beautiful. Till he is with her, she is not alone. She can live and she will live for him.