I went the hold day feeling like that, but I would soon see that I should of never felt like that in the first place...
Now it was Thursday 12th the next day and I woke up early this time. Probably because I went sleep really early, I get up and start to make my way down stairs to get some breakfast. No one is up yet so I am proud of myself for getting up so early, but I look at my phone to see text messages I look at who they are from and I see that they are from russa. Why would they want to text me?
I opened the messages up to see them text me that they might not be in, I was about to text them back when my mum came though the door and told me if I was going to get up early and do things I needed to get of my phone I do them. I sigh and put my phone down.
After getting ready and getting in the car I start to think about russa. Wondering if they were ok or if they would be in or what was wrong with them. I tried not to worry or think about it to much but it was to hard. I just hopped they were ok...
I get to school and go though the same poorly painted gates and I start to fast to walk to see is russa was ok or if they were in. I couldn't see them. I didn't think they would be,but I just hope they are ok...
I walk over to my best friend and we start to talk. She asks me
'Do you know were russa is?'
'They are feeling ill so they didn't come in'
'Oh ok well hope they feel better soon anyway...'
And then she carry's on talking about how she is or what her crush did but all I could think about was whether they were ok or not and I don't know why I though so much about them. I just guess I was worried and I could admit that I guess.
Then it was time for lessons, I walk to my first lesson,English. I though that I almost forgot to they bye to russa but then realised that weren't in and felt stupid.
But after that we had lunch and I go and sit next to my best friend,not to see russa there. But I had to act normal.
After school I go home and fall on my bed. It was nice to just fall on there is was soft and comfortable, I jus really didn't want to leave it,it was my place were I could just chill and be my self with out anyone judging me.
I remember that I didn't get to text russa back so I quickly grab my phone and text them.
'Hey are you ok you didn't come in today?'
'No, I feel like shit' they said
'Physically and mentally'
I felt really bad for them this time they didn't deserve any of the things that was happening to them and they had already gone though enough and now they had to deal with this. I don't know why people are such dicks to goo people?!
But I texted them back saying
'Aww well if there is anything you want to talk about you can and I am always hire to listen and help you'
'Thank you' they said
I am happy I could help them
'Will you be in tomorrow?' I ask
'Yeah I am ok, I'm coming in x'
I look at the text for a moment and realised they put and x at the end. I am freaking out at this point like omg they out an x omg I am panicking on what time say do or anything I think for a moment and text back
'Oki x' 'yay :]'
I have ruined it haven't I. Who puts Oki!? What is wrong with me...
And from there on it got more and more better...
