Giving in//c.d

Chapter 3

Kenzie POV
I walked in and it instantly smelled of alcohol and weed. Typical high school party and its the need of the year so it's going to be even more crazy. It's my last senior party so I'm going to go crazy. I walked into the kitchen with JJ and we started taking
1 shot
2 shots
5 beers
5 more shots
1 whole bottle of vodka
By this time I was completely wasted. I was dancing crazily with Jack and Sam on the dance floor. The world was spinning and it felt awesome. The stress of life was completely gone! The last thing I remember was laughing on the couch with JJ.

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I woke up with a horrible headache times a thousand. I was in the house from last night on the floor. Next to me was jj, Jack but no Cameron. I needed to pee so I went to the bathroom and I walked in to see Him with a girl in bed. I rolled my eyes. I still really like him and it hurts to see him with another girl. "Cameron" I shook him and he groaned. "We have to go." I said with sadness clearly in my eyes when I saw who he was with. My ex best friend Gabi. I can't get mad at him we aren't together. We are Only best friends even though I love him. He got up and I woke up everyone and we were on our way home.
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We were driving home and everyone tried to talk to me but I just ignored them because I wanted to let my anger pass through so I don't seem like an overreacting bitch.

Jj drooped me off and I went upstairs and took a warm shower. I washed all the grossness off of me then took a bath with a lush bath bomb. I read and drank some tea while in the bathtub. I got out and got ready for bed. I was lonely so I decided to invite Cameron over even though I'm a little upset at him. But tonight I want to forget that and spend time with the best friend I love.

Cameron POV
I was laying in bed when Kenzie texted me.
Kenz ;) : fuckboyyyyyyyyy come over I'm so so bored and bring movies and in-n-out
Me: haha ok boss

To be honest... I really like Kenzie. She is so beautiful and has an amazing personality. It's just I don't have the guts to ask her out because I will just hurt her. I mean I already have.
FLASHBACK
** me and Kenzie were sitting on the couch cuddling. She looked really nervous. "What's wrong?" She sighed. "Cam..I- I think I like you." I like her too but I did something bad. "What'd you do?" "Shit I said that aloud didn't I?" She nodded. She's going to hate me after I tell her this. "I have known that you've liked me. I was at a party and I got drunk and I- I slept with gabi." Her eyes grew wide. "YOU SLEPT WITH MY BEST FRIEND!" She said with tears in her eyes. "WHAT THE HELL CAM!" She slapped me. "WE ARENT EVEN DATING MACKENZIE. WHAT THE HELL. I WAS NEVER EVEN GOING TO DATE YOU. YOU ARE A TEMPERAMENTAL BITCH" she gasped. Holy shit where did that come from. "Kenz I'm so-" "it's fine." She said with no emotion. And with that she casually walked out slamming the door.
** END OF FLASHBACK
she eventually forgave me because she's so naive but I can't keep hurting her even though I'm in love with her.