Giving in//c.d

Chapter 4

Kenzie POV
I set up a fort and put on a white crop top with Nike sweatpants. Then I put on glasses and brushed my teeth. Then I put on lotion and perfume. I was laying on my bed when the doorbell rang. My parents were on a business trip for a few weeks so it's just me and my little sister is with my aunt.

I ran downstairs to see Cam. "Hey" I said smiling while pulling him into a hug and he lightly squeezed my butt. I slapped his hand,"don't start Cameron." I jokingly glared at him. "So let's go eat." He said and I raced him into the kitchen. Then I jumped onto the counter and ate my burger. "Mmmmmm I can never get enough of in-n-out" I said and Cameron came and stood in front of me. "Me either." He laughed. Me and him have a very touchy friendship... It doesn't really bother me. I wrapped my arms around his neck,"so I picked out a few movies. 22 jump street, mean girls and father of the bride." He smiled widely because that's our favorite movies. "Sounds good" he said gripping onto my hips. He's so hot. There is some sexual tension between us right now. I can feel it. We've made out a few times but he doesn't feel the same about me so I try not to think about the way he makes me feel. "Let's go watch the movie." I say hopping off the counter. I grab his hand and he looks amazed by the fort. I smirked. "I knew you'd like it. I have skills." I say jumping on to the air mattress. "Yeah kenz you have soooooo much skill." He said sarcastically. I jumped onto him and decided to tease him. I straddled him and caressed his face. I Brought my lips to his neck and I lightly kissed it. Then I moved my lips to his ear,"don't use sarcasm on me Dallas." I hopped of him and he groaned.

Cameron POV
I want her so so bad. Why does she have to tease me. This sucks.

Kenzie POV
"So let's watch 22 jump street." Cameron said. I smiled and turned in the movie.

By the middle of the movie I was laughing so hard I was about to pee. I looked up at Cam and he was laughing harder than me. "This-is-so-funny." I said in between laughs. "I-know-BAHAHAHAHAHA" he said bursting out laughing which made me fall into him laughing. I looked up and he was smirking. I decided I should get off of him before this turns into something that will make me like him even more. I tried to get off of him but he made me stay. "You're going no where." He whispered into my ear.
(LISTEN TO FANTASY BY ALINA BARAZ)
I looked up at him innocently and he flipped me over. He smashed his lips onto mine and I grabbed handfuls of his hair as he kissed my neck. He came back to my lips and our tongues were moving in perfect sync. I decided I want to be in control so I flipped us over so I was straddling him. I started kissing his neck making love bites. "Mackenzie" he moaned and I slightly giggled. I started lightly grinding my hips on his and I could feel his boner. He started to take my sweatpants off when I just realized how bad this was.

I was about to lose my virginity to my best friend. The guy that I love who has broken my heart. As he was sucking on my neck I started to tear up. Why am I doing this. All the memories flooded into my head and I jumped off of his lap. I ran upstairs into the bathroom and locked it. I slid down the door crying hysterically. I heard Cameron calling my name and he was coming upstairs. He started banging on the door. "Kenzie! What's wrong!?" "go away I want to be alone." I said in between sobs. "Kenzie please. Let me in." I finally gave in and opened the door. "What." I said wiping my eyes. "What was that about Mackenzie?" He said sighing. I walked into my bedroom. "I can't do this. I almost just lost my virginity to a boy who doesn't love me. Okay? I can't do this. I like you a lot and I love you! You'll never ever love me! And you know it hurts! It hurts you to constantly sleep with my ex best friend! It hurts to know you will never love me!" I said taking a breath. He sighed. "I didn't know you felt that way." I scoffed. "It's pretty obvious Cameron." "Kenzie I like you too it's just I don't want to hurt you." I rolled my eyes. "That's a pathetic excuse." "But it's true I really really like you. I love the way your eyes light up when you get excited. I love your dimple on your left cheek. I love your bright smile that never fails to put me in a better mood. I love that you are so naive and don't know that you are the most beautiful girl I know. I don't know why I sleep with gabi. Most of the time I'm either too drunk to function or I'm hurt that I can't be with you. Kenzie I have been in love with you for as long as I can remember." By the end of his speech I was in tears. "You really feel that way." I said engulfing him in a hug. "Yes. All of it and more." I smiled.

We finished watching our movie and he was going home. I looked up at him. "Thank you for tonight. I'm sorry for all the drama. I don't know why I cause this drama but it is good to know that you fe-" he grabbed my chin and lightly kissed me. "What was that for?" I said. He chuckled. "We are going somewhere tomorrow. Be ready by 7:30." He said hugging me. "Okay bye cam bam" and with that he left. Tonight has been crazy.