all the mistaks

murder

i was in my room until i got called down by my dad and he seemed really mad for some reason..huh i wonder why that could be i think in my head rolling my eyes...i bet he just wants to beat me up'"LILLY GET YOUR FUCKING ASS DOWN HERE...NOW"okay okay jeez calm down im coming"i went down stairs and my dad started yelling and waving a paper in my face"WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS"he yelled in my face and pointing at the writing on the paper''i don't know"oh my fucking god it's your report card"okay and..."why does it say that u been sleeping in class and not doing any work at all what have u been doing"I don't know I haven't been doing anything because I haven't had the energy to.but u don't even care my teacher doesn't either and the only reason i havn't killed myself yet is because of mom but no one cares about me do they probably not...so why do u even care about my grades if u don't even care about me"u know what ur just a little brat ur lucky that im letting u go to school ur lucky that im not kicking u out of the house...im giving u food and a roof over ur head so u should be greatful"really i bet i can get all of that in a week...and u always beat me up if ur mad at anything u drink then u try to do gross things to me...u never leave me alone ur always bugging me about something...and i don't know if u know this but u yell at the roof about mom when mom passed away u became a bad dad"SHUT UP"no because i know im right and u do to"no no ur fucking an idiot u don't know what ur talking about"yes...yes i do dad and im sorry that u have to hear this from me but someone was going to tell u so i did"after i told my dad that he ended up pushing me so i ended up on the bottom of the stairs he got on top of me and started to punch me as hard as he can i started to think about my mother when my dad was punching me then i rembered what i told her and what she told me

flash back 

"i going to kill dad i will hart him as much as he hart u"u don't have to but befen urself don't let him hart u and don't let him do anything to u.

done flash back

 so i kicked him off and started kicking him util he started bleeding out the mouth he fell to the ground i got up and started kicking him like twenty times i didn't know what i was doing it was like something took control of my body the next thing i know is that im on the floor crying with blood all over me and i had a knife in me hand and i was sitting in my dad's blood i stood up and dropped the knife i didn't know what to do so i just went up stairs and called the cops"911 how can i help u?"o-oh y-yes someone killed my dad and he's on the flood covered in blood in the hall way please send help"yes don't worry it is coming right away.