ORPHANAGE OF LOVE BIRDS || JJK FF

- 18 ("n-no t-this c-can't be")

-Morning-
-Everyone was talking about random things after having breakfast-
Lisa : yah kookie do you remember...a boy was so in love with me in high school...he was like a stalker but when you told him that I'm your girlfriend he didn't even face me ever again *laughing*
Jungkook: ofcourse I remember *laughs*
Ga young : woah ! You had a stalker too ?
Lisa : yes when I got to know that he is a stalker I was so afraid but kookie told me to not worry,he'll take care of it
*smiling*
Jungkook : and you remember back in college I was so popular and I had a lot of fangirls...and one day a fangirl tried to kiss me that's when you came out of nowhere to save me *laughs* you literally tore that girl's hair *laughing hard while remembering the past*
Lisa : those days were so good...I could live with you too but now....I have to live so far from you.....I missed you everyday when I was in Thailand *almost tearing up*
Jungkook : it's ok ! Don't be sad !*hugging her*

- When the bestfriends were remembering those beautiful memories, someone there wasn't enjoining it at all...she was feeling some new kind of feelings...what were those she didn't know -

-They continued talking -
Ga young : lisa tell us who is your most favorite person, after your family?
Lisa : ofcourse it's Jeon Jungkook...he is my most favorite person in the whole world
*smiling*
Ga young : woah !
And what about Taehyung?*she asked him that purposely*
Taehyung : for me after my family, my most favorite person is Y/n...she is the one who made me realize that I was doing mistakes *sigh*....I'm really happy to have her here *smile*

*her most favorite person !...I think she really has a crush on him - Y/n*

*hyung's favorite person !...I guess I have to see my LOVE being in a relationship with my own brother now - Jungkook*

*they continued talking*

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- Night -
- In lisa's room -
-Knock knock-
- Lisa opened the door -

Lisa : Y/n ? What are doing here ?
Y/n : why can't I come to see you ?
Lisa : n-no it's not what I meant...I meant you don't usually come here so there must be something ?
Y/n : yes you're right
*what if y/n knows everything- lisa*
Y/n : I came to say...you and jungkook you both look so close to each other....by any chance do you have a crush on him ?
*ooohhh ! She has caught in our last trap...I have to play it cool - lisa*
Lisa : woah ! You're intelligent! Well...
Yes I do have a crush on him
*I don't know why but it broke my heart...why I'm feeling like I just lost everything - Y/n*
Y/n : o-o-oh ! Ok t-then ! I g-gotta go now
*she was about to leave when lisa hold her hand*

Lisa : wait Y/n !
Y/n : y-yes ?
Lisa : well I didn't give you the permission to leave yet !
Y/n : do I need your permission to leave!
Lisa : yes ofcourse you do ! You can't just come and go with my answers...You have to answer me too
Y/n : what do you want to know?
Lisa : do you have a crush on him ?
Y/n : i- n-no I don't
- The atmosphere was so serious -
Lisa : *sigh*Y/n just for a moment forget that I'm jungkook's bestfriend...forget that I'm lisa.....just think of me as a elder sister....I want to give you a advice as your sister.....please be honest with your heart...try to understand your heart now or it will be too late
*Y/n was standing there dumbfounded...she literally has no idea what she was talking about*
Y/n : w-what do you m-mean ?
Lisa : ask the meaning to your heart
*Lisa's any word didn't reach to her brain but she was thinking about it again and again*

- In y/n's room -
- Y/n pov -
- after thinking about it several times Y/n figured it out -
Y/n : That means she was trying to say I don't like Taehyung!...I think she is right too...whenever I see Taehyung I don't feel anything anymore...Taehyung is like a bestie...but I don't think I have loved him
she said to understand my heart...but how can I understand whom do I really love ?

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- Only person whom she trust the most is Ga young -
- Y/n went to Ga Young's room -
Ga young : *yawning* Y/nah what happened...what are you doing here now ?*half asleep*
Y/n : unnie....unnie can you tell me how can I understand whom do I love ?
Ga young : what !*she was trying to process and soon she got that*
Ohhhhhh !* at first she was annoyed cause Y/n disturbed her beauty sleep but now she is excited*
Listen then...when you like a person you'll like his every movement...every moment you spend with him will make you feel so special...when you'll see him your heartbeat will increase...he'll feel like your HOME
*Y/n was trying to connect all of the points....but she figured out she only feel those with JUNGKOOK*
y/n : n-no th-this can't be !*mumbles*
Ga young : huh ? Did you say something?
Y/n : n-no no u-unnie...sorry to disturb you at this hour....good night then
*she ran to her room*

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- Next day -
- At early morning Jungkook went to a long drive...he wanted to freshen his mind...he took out a photo of Y/n and smiled looking at it -
- Jungkook pov -
Hyung is strange this days...he was cold as ice until Y/n came here...she has a big impact on everyone's heart *smile* just like mine too...at first I thought these feelings will go away but seeing them togather makes my heart ache...now I know I can't see them together...
I want Y/n's happiness..if she is happy being with him then I'll just go far away from this city and let them be together

But.....why do I have to sacrifice my love...what if I be selfish...what if I steal her from hyung...why I can't do that*tears are falling uncontrollably*
Why I can't be happy....why...why Y/n *cries*why do you have to love him...why it can't be m-me....why Y-Y-nah...w-whyy

- Author pov -
He was so heartbroken that he couldn't control his tears anymore...which made him to lose control over the wheels....

A puppy was coming infront of his car...he tried to move the car to save the puppy but his blurry eye sight mede him to......crash it onto a tree
He was unconscious...a lot of bloods were dripping from his forehead...soon a lot of people crowded the place...someone took his phone from his pocket and dialed "LOVE" named person's number

- Otp -
??? : Hello ?
Y/n : Who is this ?
??? : an accident has occurred here...I found a man unconscious and bleeding...he is probably your boyfriend
Y/n : What ? Who ? *panicked*
??? : He's name is...ahh...his name is probably Jungkook...it's his phone !
*the phone slipped from Y/n's grip...tears started to fall from her eyes*

Y/n: n-no t-this c-can't be