I lost my bestfriend

After

Breanna's mom is going through a lot right now so my mom took her some dinner. It would be easier for them to not make dinner. We got there an  brea's mom, sisters, and grandma sussy were all crying so we stared to cry. By the time we left we were all laughing because we were sharing all the great memories of breanna. It felt good to laugh not cry thinking about her. I miss laughing, being happy, I miss being happy when I got up in the mornings. Now I am not happy, I don't laugh and I didn't wake up happy. No one notices that I'm hiding that I'm dying inside. No one knows my smile Is fake and I can't think strait and can't figure stuff out in class because I'm thinking what if I was with her or what if she was with me.