Really stupid.
Here's an apology to everybody I used to know
I'm sorry. I was an egotistical bastard back then. A liar. A manipulator. Somebody who could never take the fact people were better than them. Everybody was better than who i used to be. Honestly, I wanted to fit in. That was my dream. I always felt like I was amazing. But no. I was literal dogshit back then and I don't blame anybody for hating me. I feel like I wasn't mentally stable enough to join Discord. I did a lot of shitty things and supported shitty people. I spiraled out of control. Honestly, quitting was the best. It was like a drug. I couldn't stop. But even if I do join again, I would still be better than who I used to be. To the people I hurt, I'm sorry. I used to be a stupid idiot. Once I got a death threat, I still didn't want to quit. I just couldn't. I'm sorry. Thank you all for everything that happened, but I don't think I was any good back then.
