I want to explain to everyone why he hurt me, why I don't talk to him. Will people think I'm stupid if I tell them that he yelled at me if I didn't do what he asked? Are people going to call me a bitch because I took money from him? I gave the money to those people though. I did everything to make others happy. I just want to be selfish, I just want to be healthy. Will people think I'm lying when I say I was hurt?