She Wants Time Machine [ VIXX Fanfiction ]

→→ Chapter 10: My Mom's Birthday

Jinah's POV

I wake up but I have something for today.....

Oh! It's My Mom's birthday!! Ye hey!!!!

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I'm go to downstairs but where's my mom?

I check it to the kitchen but nothing...

"Mom? Where are you?" I shout but nothings answer...

I'm too sad that my mom was done...

I think she's going to the supermarket...

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I have an idea!!!

I'll write a love letter for my mom!

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2 hours ago.

I'm done!!!

" Jinah, Wake up!" My mom shout.

"Happy Birthday Mom!!!" I said happily....

My mom happy with her wide smile in her face.

"Thank You Jinah" she thanks at me.

"but I have surprise for you..." I said.

My darling Mother

Having a mother like you while growing up was the greatest gift and biggest advantage anyone could ever have given me. It is because of the confidence and values that you instilled in me that made me who I am today. Thank you for shaping me into a person who I like and am proud to be. Thank you letting us believe that we could be whoever we wanted to be, do whatever we wanted to do, there were no limitations except our drive, ambition and creativity.

Having you in my life through out my infertility has been a literal life and sanity saver for me. If there was a text book on how to be the perfect mother to an infertile daughter, it would have you as the role model.

Thank you for your unwavering support through out my journey.

Thank you for reading all the books that I read, thank you for learning about a world that must be so foreign to you.

Thank you for always having hope for me when I didn't have for myself.

Thank you for telling me not to give up when I said I couldn't do it any more.

Thank you for never giving up on me when I went through that dark period, when I shut every one out of my life. When loving me must have been like trying to hold a cactus. Thank you for loving me through all of my rejections of help and love.

Thank you for always thinking about how Marko must be feeling, so many people forget about him because he doesn't talk much.

Thank you for sending me that text message on the day your other daughter gave birth saying "I know this day must be very hard for you, thinking of you, I love you". Thank you Mother, that message helped me so much.

Thank you for saying to me, with your whole heart, that you would love my child 100%, even more, no matter where that child came from, whether DE or adoption.

Thank you for going with me to nearly every scan when I was pg with Luke and Ben, you were with me for my first scan, when we found it was quads, you supported me through out my decision to reduce, even though I know it was very hard for you.

Thank you for coming to visit me when I was in hospital after having lost Luke, thank you for sitting there in the chair, either entertaining me with stories from home or just sitting quietly. Thank you for washing my underwear, for bringing me books, special treats. You gave me some dignity. Thank you for bringing the nurses vegetables from the garden, I was their favourite patient.

Thank you, for every thing you have done for me, thank you for every thing you have said, and for all the times when you said nothing and just listened.

Thank you for being my good luck charm, my muse, my hero, my savior, my therapist, my chauffeur, my cook, and now my bedrest nurse.

Thank you for being such a wonderful mother when your own mother never held you, never told you she loved you. Thank you for being so wonderful when your own childhood was so hard, your mother was so hard. I am so sorry you never got to experience how wonderful it is to have a loving caring mother. Thank you for not allowing the cycle to repeat itself, it could have happened so easily.

Thank you thank you thank you. For a million things, for everything. I don't know what I would do without you. There are so many many more things, small things, big things.

I love you very very much, if I could be half as good a mother to my children as you are to your children, I will have done exceptionally well.

Thank you mother, I love you, more than words can ever express.

Happy Birthday My Mom!!!

-Jung Jinah

"Thank you so much Jinah.... I love you Jinah...." My mom said while she's crying.

"I love you too...."

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