inspired from sorry by halsey
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"you did y/n! i saw it!" colby yelled making you step back. he took that as a sign to tone down. "i'm sorry but i saw you."
"colby you didn't. that was not me. why the fuck would i cheat on you?" you said, looking up at him with tears in your eyes.
"i want the truth. just the fucking... just the truth for ONCE!" he banged his hand on the wall. you took a deep breath before grabbing your keys from his bed side table.
"where are you going." you heard him say, quieter this time. you just kept walking out of his bedroom shutting the door leaving him behind it getting angry at himself.
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days past and you would sit in class with nothing but colby on your mind. you got messages from everyone but never had the courage to open them.
you saw your best friends name pop up. you slightly grabbed your phone looking at the messsage before putting your phone back down.
your best friend looked at you from across the room in sorrow as you couldn't even have the courage to text back.
you got in your car and sat there watching couples move around the school laughing and kissing each other.
why couldn't he believe me.
you started your car and took a hard breath, starting to drive home.
once you got home you dropped your bag next to your bed then falling onto it. you closed your eyes and soon drifted off to sleep. you woke up in such a rush when you felt your phone vibrate.
you looked at it and saw an unknown number. just waking up you didn't realize it was colby.
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y/l/n. it's colby.
you furrowed your eyebrows before lifting your head more up. you then started to get a call from the same number.
"hello?" you put it to your ear. it was silent before you heard his voice ring through the phone.
"please y/n. i beg you to come over."
you stayed silent looking at the sheets on your bed before just ending the call and sitting up. you looked at the message, your name on it.
you sat up and grabbed your keys practically slouching out to your car. when you got in you turned it on and started to cry.
you drove over and saw colby sitting outside already. you got out and he got up from the porch, walking slowly down the stairs.
"i didn't think-" colby started to say before you put your hands more in your sleeve. "i'm sorry i could be so blind."
you looked up at him. he just stood there and his eyes were red.
"i missed your calls for months it seems. don't realize how mean i can be." he said. "so i'm sorry that i cant believe, that anybody starts to fall in love with me."
you looked down at the bag in your hand. you passed it to him. "i never really understood the way you laid your eyes on me, in ways that no one ever could."
you nodded. he kept going, "my ignorance had struck again i failed to see it from the start. and tore you open till the end..."
"colby.." you started. he placed the bag on the ground and grabbed your face wiping your tears. you looked up at him. "someone will love you..."
he smiled at you thinking he's getting you back. "someone will love you... but someone isn't me."
he was shocked and took a step back. "please y/n."
you slightly smiled at him. "i love you. but this is best." you cried. you moved back to your car feeling his hands peel away from your face.
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