The sequel to "𝐶𝑜-𝐻𝐵𝐼𝐶"
"You think your little 𝙨𝙣𝙖𝙠𝙚 boyfriend is going to 𝙥𝙧𝙤𝙩𝙚𝙘𝙩 you, doll?" Nick St. Clair asked with venom in his voice.
Veronica got up and raced her way over to the disrespectful boy.
"Nick, you better-." Ver...
Josie McCoy has been leaving me trolling messages in my Instagram DMs and under my pictures. I don't think my friends or Pea noticed because they haven't said anything to me about it. She would comment things like:
"Sweet Pea picked this thing off of the Northside?"
"Sweet Pea needs to leave this thing"
"Yazmin, you'll never be it"
"Sweet Pea is just going to come back to me anyway"
So, I've been cutting my inner thighs for the past 2 months. Me and Pea haven't been having sex since the first time I started cutting. Of course I get horny and want to have sex, but I can't have him see the cuts. I haven't told anyone.
Sweet Pea: Hey, Doll. You look sad.
He frowned and took my chin in his hands and made me look at him.
Sweet Pea: Are you okay, Princess? Have I done something?
His eyes glistened. He look very concerned. I opened my eyes and tears started to form. I couldn't cry, he'd get suspicious! I rubbed my thighs and I looked away and expressed my concern.
Me: No, Baby! You haven't done anything.
I grabbed his face because he looked away and the merge of crying.
Me: Look at me, Pea! Okay?
Tears started to spill down my cheeks. Tears I already said I didn't want, came down. He wiped his one tear and tried to wipe away mine. He placed him hand on my inner thigh and I jumped. I fucking jumped. Sweet Pea has NEVER physically hurt or abused me, so I don't know why I jumped. Wait, I do. Because he touched me, RIGHT where the cuts were.
He moved his hands and sniffled, confused as to why I jumped.
Sweet Pea: B-baby? I'm so sorry.
He sobbed. I felt so bad, I have to fucking tell him. I held him and cried with him for 2 minutes and them wiped both of our tears, just for new ones to fall from my face. I picked up his face and he looked at me.
Sweet Pea: Baby, be honest with me, okay?
Me: *sniffles* Yes, of course, Mi Amor.
He looked at me. Waiting for answers, searching my face for any emotiolns.
Me: It's Josie. She's been saying horrible things under my post and stuff.
I started to cry, I really didn't want to tell Pea, but I had to.
Sweet Pea: Baby-
I cut him off, so I can just get it over with.
Me: And because of that, I've been cutting my inner thighs. Everyday, for the past two months. It takes me back to when you told her "I love you." From when you called me a "bitch ass slut". To when-
He cupped my face and cut me off with a deep kiss. Once he pulled away, he wiped my tears and spoke to me in a calm tone.
Sweet Pea: Stop, Yazmin. Don't destroy your beautiful body because of some girl that doesn't even matter to me. I don't like, Josie. That fling or whatever she wanted to call it, didn't fucking matter! You do, Yazmin!
Again, he searched my face for any emotions or expressions. I chewed on my bottom lip and turned away.
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(Yasss we love an Archie Andrews GIF for Yazmin's emotion breakdowns👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽!)
He pulled my face back to face his and pulled me in for a hug and I sobbed.
Sweet Pea: It's not fucking fair. You're sitting here destroying and damaging your beautiful body over some fuckin' girl that can never top you! You listening to me?
I nodded my head. I am listening, but those words he said to me when I confronted him over text the same day constantly replays in my goddamn head.
Me: Yes, Pea. I'm listening, but you don't understand.
I lift up my head to look at him. I wasn't scared anymore. I wasn't scared to tell him the truth.
Me: Sweet Pea, when you told me that same night, "Fine. Josie is better than you anyways, and always will be. Come get your shit." Will forever fucking haunt me, okay? You have to fucking understand that. And, listen, I know you didn't mean that, at all. But, still.. And then fucking Reginald goes to the Wyrm and shows up with her.
Sweet Pea was crying, but I kept going, finally letting go of all my pain from the past 8 months.
Me: And, you made me fucking believe that Josie is better than me. Let's not forget that stupid fuckin' stunt you pulled with Bri-Anna, at the Wyrm. I don't care if you tried to make Josie jealous. But, somehow, you tend to forget my feelings don't matter. I mean, damn, did they eve-.
Sweet Pea cut me off again. But this time talking.
Sweet Pea: Baby, listen to me! Of course, your feelings matter to me. Then, I didn't know how to control or deal with my first heartbreak. We don't all deal with our shit the same way, Yazmin. And I'm so fucking sorry that I hurt you. But, I am telling you now, that I love you. Okay? Forever and fucking always. Josie doesn't fucking matter to me, okay? You do! Promise me that you'll stop cutting your beautiful body because of her. Please?
I looked at him with teary eyes but, I promised. I realized how much it was killing him to see my cuts and knowing I was self-harming again.
Me: I promise, Pea.
He smiled and wiped my tears away again. We are eachothers drug and we're totally addicted.
Sweet Pea: I promise that Toni and Cheryl will take care of Josie. Okay, Princess?
I nodded and smiled hugging him again and burring my face in his chest.
Sweet Pea: I love you, Princess.
I smiled, a full one and looked up and he kissed my forhead. I giggled.
