Everything Is Fine Until It's Not (Completed)

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You: you go to you and Dabi's room and start yelling "fuck! Why, why. Why me, why him? Fuck! Damn it!" You're hoping no one can hear you as your mind slips away. After a few hours you head downstairs "oh, hey twice"

Twice: "you look sad, what's wrong? No, I don't care, yes I do" he's sitting at the bar

You: "Dabi just made me want to die, again" you grab a half drunk bottle of vodka Shigaraki left on the bar and take a sip

Twice: "wait what happened, do I even want to know? Cuz you guys do some freaky stuff sometimes"

You: "well, he made me kill a friend from school and I- I don't think I can stay here anymore but I can't tell anyone else about it" you sit down and take another drink

Twice: "ohh, yeah you really don't belong here yet do you. Well you'll get used to it, eventually you'll cut all ties to your old life and kinda become someone else"

You: you laugh "that's the problem, I don't want to, I want to stay the same person I've always been" you keep drinking

Twice: "here, that's not going to happen. The more people you kill either the less you care or the crazier you get" he finishes his drink and walks away

You: you've almost finished the bottle "yeah I don't believe that"

Dabi: he comes up and grabs the bottle "you've had enough. What happened, last time I checked you don't drink?" He throws it in the trash

You: "last time I checked you made me kill one of my closest friends, so you best give me another bottle before I start remembering things I don't want to remember"

Dabi: "no, I said you've had enough. Now go upstairs and take a shower, you smell like vodka. You'll thank me later"

You: "I don't want to take a shower, and you don't get to tell me when I'm done" You reach for a bottle of gin behind the counter

Dabi: he grabs your neck "go upstairs and take a shower. Or do you want me to undress you myself, right here on the bar?"

You: You blush "fine, I'll go take a shower"

Dabi: "you didn't really have a choice" he kisses you "oh, yeah you are definitely done"

You: you roll your eyes and head upstairs. After you get out of the shower you change into a white button up shirt and some shorts and go to your room where Dabi's sitting on the bed

Dabi: "you take the longest fucking showers, I almost went downstairs to grab a drink" he stands up and walks to you

You: "you know, you're a fuckin hypocrite"

Dabi: he pushes you against the wall "say something like that again, and I won't be so nice to you"

You: you kinda laugh "you know you're a bad kisser right?"

Dabi: "are you sure about that?" He kisses you until you put your hand on his waist "then why do you stop breathing everytime I kiss you?"

You: you put your hand on the back of your neck and start blushing more than you ever have before "I didn't think you noticed"

Dabi: "who wouldn't, the fact that you can't handle me kissing you makes you even more adorable, I do want to know what happens if you don't hold your breath though"

You: you don't hold your breath as he kisses you and you make a whining sound "I'm sorry"

Dabi: he laughs "why do you sound like I just hurt you? Or do you make that sound when I hurt you because you like it?"

You: "I- it's not like, yeah it, it is"

Dabi: "you're kind of a little freak, but I kinda like that. now when are you going to scream my name, huh?"

You: you smile "when you earn it"

Dabi: he lets go of your neck "oh, so you're making me earn it now? Bad idea" he grabs your waist and bites your neck so hard your vision gets fuzzy and you think you're going to fall down, you almost scream "getting dizzy are you? Do you want me to stop?"

You: you almost fall down "no I'm fine"

Dabi: he bites your neck again, harder this time

You: your holding your breath but even that can only do so much, you quietly scream and grab his arm

Dabi: "don't worry, I made sure not to pierce your skin" he kisses you and walks down to the bar and pours a drink

You: you follow him "vodka, please" and sit down

Dabi: "woah, what makes you think I'll pour you a drink?"

You: "because I want a drink"

Dabi: "you're sixteen remember"

You: "we kill people! And if we're playing that game, you realize I'm sixteen right?"

Dabi: he laughs "alright, you win this time, little bird. But I'm not giving you a drink" he kisses you

You: "why not?"

Dabi: "because, you're too pretty to be an alcoholic"

You: "bullshit. I'm not an alcoholic, what's your real reason?"

Dabi: he smacks you "don't go spitting profanities unless it's my fault, and that is the real reason"

You: "yeah, ok" you go up to your room and put your headphones in to see what's up with everyone at U.A. You see that someone changed the name of the playlist to how are you Nakamura? So you smile and change the name to I'm fine, what's up? And play it, you lay down, close your eyes, and before you know it hours have passed

Dabi: he walks in and sits on the bed next to you

You: you sit up and turn off the music. You want to hold his hand so you put your hand really close to his

Dabi: he moves his hand away "what are you doing?"

You: "I- nevermind" you laugh "I'll just go ask Shigaraki"

Dabi: he grabs your hand, throws himself on top of you and kisses you "are you sure you want to do that?"

You: you hold your breath and your heart starts racing

Dabi: he laughs and gets off of you

You: you close your eyes and almost fall asleep

Dabi: "you look tired" he scoops you up, putting you on top. He puts his arm over you and holds your hand "I can be nice sometimes to you know"

You: you squeeze his hand "I… you… tired" you fall asleep and when you wake up you see he's just been staring at you