Twilight X Female Reader

part 34 (trauma)

Y/n POV: as I woke up I realized that I was home as I sat up I saw that everyone was around me as Jasper reached out to hold my hand as I backed away and started shacking and trembling as I remembered what the votri did to me "y/n dear what's wrong" Carlisle said as I didn't answer as I didn't even look in their direction "y/n please say something" Edward said in a worried voice as Jacob tried to grab me and picked me up I pushed him as he forcefully picked me up "y/n what's wrong" Jacob asked in a serious voice "why are you shaking" Emmet asked but I just stayed there as Alice walked in with some Flowers as she looked at me she dropped them "Alice are you okey" jasper asked "i-i" Alice could barely speak "are you okey" Emmet asked as Jacob set me on the bed as everyone left the room as I walked over to the mirror "by the way things are going I won't last another day..." I said as I put my hands on my stomach "i know why Alice dropped the flowers she saw something and it was about me...and i know what it is If in the future the dream was right once the child is born I will die...but it's not like I care I know that I will die some day..." I thought to myself I thought about the trouble that I had caused everyone as I knew it was my time to go as I saw a phone as I called Seth "Seth please some pick me up I can't stay here anymore" I said as Seth agreed and I waited till I heard a knock at the window as I saw Seth then I opened the window as I slowly climbed out as Seth and me left the house unnoticed...as we reached the secret house that nobody but me Seth and Sam and Paul and Leah knew about it was told that it used to a hideout from vampires but I wanted to go there for another reason...FOR THE REVEAL...