Writings

Selfish...

How could I be so selfish?
I think of dying,
Unaliving myself,
Gone forever...
And for what?
For myself?
So I won't have to deal with it,
The pain, My mind,My thoughts
So selfish.
Be at peace?
I won't be.
Worried about her
Worried about him, And him
And him,
Maybe her too
I can't right now,
Until I know they're better,
Happier.
Healthier.
Stronger.
So selfish...
I can be selfish one day,
Just not today