Undying Love (BakuKiriKami) Book Two

The End

((I apologize in advance, but you didn't think  i'd actually make  it so happy did you? did you?  really?

Denki's POV

Wait....Me?  I was the cause of their pain?  Wait...if they loved me...why did I  have hanahaki? Did they let me suffer? Why did I forget them, why did I try to kill myself? 

I felt a pain pressing against my chest, it felt like a truck had just parked itself on me. I  couldn't breathe. I glanced between them frantically.

"I  d-dont....what....?" I  stuttered, forcing words into my mouth but not knowing what to say.

Kirishima looked at me, "Kami-"

"N-no! No no! You guys are playing a trick right? This is a joke? It's not very funny guys!" I said, thinking that that was the only other explanation. 

"Pikachu, it's not a joke...please just let  us-"  

I cut Bakugou off, "why!? Why me?! Guys I had the surgery! I don't even know if I can love anyone again! I  don't....I can't love you! So why..."

My words were lies,  I  did love them, I loved them so much it hurt, but it felt like something was keeping me from excepting that I loved them.

Katsuki and Eijirou looked at each other and then looked down, "we know we deserve this, Denks" Kirishima murmured.

I looked down, tears trickled down my face, "n-no...i don't want you t-to die...I just..." I clutched my chest, my breathing erratic and unstable. 

It felt like all this weight was just pressing against my chest, making it impossible to breathe. 

"Pikachu?!" Bakugou called out worriedly, I felt my vision growing fuzzy, tingling sensations went up my arms and back as  I slowly lost control of my body.

I felt my knees hit against what I guess was the floor and I felt warm arms hold me. I looked up, staring into the crimson eyes of the two I loved so much, but had caused me so much pain.

"Kami? Can you hear me?" Bakugou asked in the most gentle voice i had ever heard him use.

I nodded weakly.

"Take a deep breath and release it," Bakugou said, I did so, "Now, can you name five things you can see...."

I was confused, but my heart was pounding so hard it hurt, maybe this would help?

"You.....Ei......the wall, the nightstand...the bookshelf..." I muttered, my breathing slowed down a bit.

Bakugou smiled down  at me, "Good job, Pikachu, now name four things you can feel,"

"Kirishima rubbing my back....you holding me...the carpet....and your shirt..." I said, my heart rate calmed down a little.

"Three things you can hear."

"u-uhm...your voice....Ei's humming...and the clock on the wall...." My body untensed.

"Two things you smell?"

"Cinamon....and Cherry"  I murmured, now exhausted, but calmer.

"One thing you taste?"

I  thought for a moment, before realizing I had been biting my tongue, "Blood"

Kirishima and Bakugou wrapped me up in their arms and hugged me close. I was now exhausted from how mentally draining that was, and everything inside me was screaming at me to sleep. I laid my head against Kat's chest, he felt warm,  comforting, and he smelled like cinnamon. 

"Kat....ei?"i murmured tiredly.

"yea denks?" Kirishima murmured.

"I love you guys...." i  said timidly.

They smiled, making my heart burst with happinness.

"We love you too...and we'll know it'll take some getting used to...but....do you  promise that when you're ready, you'll be ours?"

I nodded, slightly scared, but mostly happy. They grinned and hugged me closer.

"I promise" I murmured, a small smile on my face.

((The end <3 (Christmas Special coming  soon but otherwise the end ;