Undying Love (BakuKiriKami) Book Two

Not My Fault (Last Arc Start)

Bakugou's POV

Why does my head hurt so fucking bad? Every bone in my body aches, and my throat feels like it's been stabbed with 100 needles. I have to cough, and i  can feel the blood filling up my mouth.

My eyes snapped open and I leaned over as my gag reflex started up. I felt the all too familiar taste of iron in my mouth. I threw up the blood, so much blood, as well as a few flower petals.

"You t-too, K-kacchan??"  a voice whimpered from beside me.

My head spun around, and my eyes landed onto the honey golden ones I  loved so much. I felt the urge to cough and vomit rise up in me again.

"But why...? Kirishima loves you...you love Kirishima...you both know that so why...." the blonde kept mumbling and I watched him sadly.  

Denki looked up at them, "Are...are you guys poly?" he asked, just a  hint of hope in his voice.

I looked at him, not knowing how to respond. Denki shook his head,  his eyed filled with tears, "S-sorry! I'm such an idiot, of course, you aren't poly! if you were  i wouldn't have had-"

I looked down guiltily and started to cough again, blood splattered onto the floor in front of me.

 Denki's eyes widened. "Wait no it  wasn't your fault!"  he said,  that's what broke me.

"IT IS MY FAULT KAMI!!" I yelled, tears rolling down my face, my body ached and slight electrical scars had formed, but nonetheless, my body shook from anger and self-hatred.

Denki flinched as I yelled, making me even more angry at myself, "It  is....my fault..." i felt pressure rise in my throat, making it hard for me to breathe, "its all my fault...you almost died...You tried to kill yourself, Kami! I saw you jump....i couldn't.....i  was  useless...." 

I looked away and noticed that Ei was awake now, and looking at me sadly. Then both our heads snapped to Denki as we heard a muffled sob escape his mouth. Tears flowed from his eyes and he rushed to us and hugged us tightly.

"It's not your fault....Kat it was never your fault...." Denki said,  he hugged me tightly and looked into my eyes. "Kacchan I made my own decisions....I'm not mad at you, and I don't blame you...so please stop blaming yourself," he said, I sat there, stunned.

Pikachu turned to Kiri next and hugged him, "Kiri, you're so kind...you've always been there for me when I needed you, I pushed you away, don't blame yourself for what I did....okay?" 

Kiri and I glanced at each other, Kirishima looked ready to spill and to be honest, I was too. I looked at Denki. "Kami....we have something to tell you..." I said softly.

Kaminari looked at us both and then at me "Okay...?"

I  took a deep breath and looked him in the eyes. "The other person we love....is you."