Guys Got It Rough

Ch - 16 How?

Samson's Pov

Kellin had to stay a couple nights in the hospital just to be safe. I was lying next to him reading a magazine while he was napping. Damn this boy was going to kill me. I've never felt this way about someone.... I've never been.....

In love. Am I though?

I ran my fingers through his hair and kissed his cheek. He looks so cute when he's sleeping. He turned towards me, cuddling closer. I thought I woke him up, but thankfully he was still asleep. I gave a sigh of relief and hugged him back.

"Mm....I.....ngn," he mumbled into my shirt. I was trying so hard not to laugh at him.

He nuzzled into my neck, my breath catching in my throat. I don't know what it is, but my neck is super sensitive. I could feel his hot breath against me.

Fucking hell. I was practically squirming underneath him. I had to do something.

"Ke....Kellin," I whispered harshly.

I nudged him, but he clung onto me, tangling his legs into mine.

"God dammit," I cursed.

I nudged him again and his eyes flew wide open. I really didn't want to wake him up, but I had no choice.

"Wha?" his face turned red when he noticed what he had just been doing.

"Damn Kellin, coming on to me even in your sleep?" I teased.

"I..... never mind," he smirked, "maybe I am."

We both laughed at each other.

"You're such a dork," I poked him.

"But I'm your dork," he stuck his tongue out at me.

It's great when he's like this. It makes me love him even more. How could you not?

"You're so cute," I sighed and caressed his cheek.

"Enjoying the view?"

"Definitely."

His lips hovered over mine. I wanted to kiss him so bad.

"I....," he was cut off by the nurse walking in.

I leapt out of my skin and fell to the floor. Kellin laughed at me, quickly clutching his side.

"Ow," he groaned.

The nurse rolled her eyes and grabbed some paperwork off the desk.

"Good news.... you'll be able to go home tomorrow," the nurse said a little too happily.

I looked to Kellin and smiled.

"We can go home soon and do brotherly things," I winked. I got a disgusted reaction from the nurse.

"Samson....," he warned me.

"We'll get to have sooo.... much.... fun," I announced loudly.

She finally left and slammed the door. I burst out laughing while Kellin glared at me.

"What the fuck."

"Just having some fun," I smirked, "Calm down."

He rolled his eyes. It was just then that I remembered exactly why he was in here in the first place.

"Kellin..."

"Hmm?"

"What happened.... you know, with your ex."

"I.... uh, I don't know."

"You can tell me. I'm sorry for overreacting. I just haven't been myself lately," I really haven't. I've been feeling pretty odd lately.

"It's fine... um....well... I was with her for awhile and well.... we were in my room. I was a little drunk at the time and I fucked her... after I got her super drunk," he sighed shamefully.

"Oh..."

"I know it was wrong... I shouldn't have. I feel terrible about it really. I know it had the look of me just going out with her for that, but it wasn't that at all. I really thought I liked her, I did. Then as soon as we did it, I regretted it and broke up with her. I couldn't bare to see her anymore."

He avoided my gaze and looked really guilty. How could I not forgive him? I lifted his chin so he was forced to look at me.

"I don't give a fuck about your past. I only care about you now. Just don't do that to me," I laughed awkwardly.

"I...," his eyes glistened with tears.

"Don't cry.... please don't cry." I pleaded.

I ran my thumb across his cheek, wiping the tears away.

"Nobody's ever cared," he cried, "Not even my parents."

"Hey.... that's not true."

"Yes it...," I cut him off pressing my lips to his. He kissed me back, wrapping his arm around my neck.

It was a sweet kiss, a loving one. It felt so right to be with him.

We were interrupted by someone knocking on the glass. I turned my head and saw someone standing there. My eyes went wide.

It was my mom.