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Danielle's POV.

"No, Justin! Get off me right now!" I yelled, shoving him back by his shoulders.

I adjusted my clothes that were half way undone before continuing.

"You do this EVERY SINGLE TIME and I'm sick of it!" I said, looking at him, disbelief that he had been denied written across his face, but I didn't care. He was not going to keep using me as is little sex toy.

"You always push me away and tell you don't want to be in a relationship, but as soon as I try to move on, you come running back just so we can have great sex and I forgive you just like that." I snapped my fingers.

"We repeat this cycle over and over and over again and quite frankly, Justin I'm tired of it." I shook my head, walking away only to have Justin follow immediately.

"Danielle, you are really starting to piss me off lately." Justin said in a voice that clearly indicated that he was highly annoyed.

"You knew what this was when we first started messing around. I told you upfront that I did not want a monogamous relationship and you told me you were okay with that. I don't know why we keep discussing this." He stated shaking his head.

"I was okay with it at first, but I've developed real feelings for you and I want to be with you. I don't see what's so hard about being with one woman, Justin." I whispered the last part, looking directly into his eyes. He was upset, but other emotions lingered, I just don't know what.

He sighed and walked toward me. He placed his hand on my elbow sliding it down to my hands intertwining them with his own.

"Dani, you know I care about you, but I just can't allow myself to be with one woman right now. I'm moving at my own pace and if you can't wait for me then I think it's best if we just part ways." He ended, looking at me.

My stomach nearly dropped the floor and I instantly felt the tears brimming my eyes.

"You keep asking me to wait for you and I've been waiting for two years now. Have you not realized what we could have by now? Have you not realized my worth and how much I care for you by now, Justin?" my voice cracked and I could feel my face getting hot and a stunning sensation in my throat.

He just stood there for a few seconds thinking about his answer, but his hesitation said everything. Finally, the tears I had been holding back poured down my cheeks and I pulled my hands away from his.

"Dani, please-" he began, trying to hold my hands again, but I snatched away from him.

I don't know where it came from, but a sudden urge of anger took over me.

"DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME!" I screamed. Justin was taken back by my tone. I had never raised my voice like that especially to him.

"YOU THINK IT'S FUCKING OKAY TO JUST PLAY WITH SOMEONE'S FEELINGS? YES, I AGREED TO THIS BUT YOU STILL KNEW HOW I FELT AND DIDN'T CARE IF I WAS HURT. THE ONLY PERSON YOU THOUGHT ABOUT WAS YOURSELF. YOU'RE A SELFISH BASTARD AND I FUCKING HATE YOU!" I yelled to the top of my lungs.

"I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU!!" I pounded my tiny fist against his rock hard chest.

Justin's face completely dropped at my words. Of course I didn't really hate him, I was just furious and I couldn't help it.

He grabbed my wrist to stop me from hitting him and pushed me away from him, not roughly but enough for me to stumble a little. He didn't say a word, he just walked away.

"No! You're going to sit here and listen to how I feel! You wasted two years of my life that I can never get back! You lead me on and played with my emotions! You're a jerk and I can't stand your lying face!" I shouted walking behind him.

He continued walking towards the door, completely ignoring me and it made me even angrier. How dare he treat me this way and not even care about how I feel?

I've never been the type of person to physically take out my frustrations, but for some reason I just shoved Justin as hard as I could, and shouted "WHY WON'T YOU COMMIT TO ME?!"

Justin stopped and turned around and the look on his face scared me a little. He walked toward me leaving no space and starring down at me. He pushed me against the wall with a little force.

"I can't commit to you because I'm scared, Danielle! Okay? I'm fucking scared you're going to break my heart. I've already had it broken once and I don't want it to happen again. You're just too perfect and if I let my guard down and be with you, something is going to fuck it up. I want to be with you but I can't. I just can't, alright?" He finished.

His breathing was heavy and his eyes were glued to mine, we both stood there silently for a few seconds starring at each other before he turned and walked out the door.

For some reason, I couldn't bring myself to stop him from walking out although I wanted to so badly. I think we both just need some alone time right now. And despite the anger I felt towards him, I couldn't help the butterflies that swarmed in my tummy.

All this time he's wanted to be with me, he was just afraid of getting hurt.

"I'm fucking scared you're going to break my heart. I've already had it broken once and I don't want it to happen again"

His words made me wonder, who on earth would hurt him? And why?

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IM BACK BITCHESSSS!

And this story is just getting started 😉

So the reason Justin doesn't want a relationship is because he's afraid of getting hurt.

Who hurt him though? And will she make a surprise visit back into his life?

Will her and Danielle have a confrontation?

Will Justin be forced to pick?

Hmmmm.

Guess you'll have to find out.

Until next time beautiful people!

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⏰ Last updated: Sep 23, 2015 ⏰

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