Flashback to 2 days ago
"Why is it every time I ask you where your going you never answer me all you say is "its none of my business" like what the fuck is that....you can say that but I can't answer you like that." " because you ask to much questions and yes I can because I am a man, look baby don't worry okay everything is fine" he said looking into my eyes " No every"- before I could finish I was interrupted by faint crying " yes exactly what I need right now for them to be awake, look roc I love you and whatever your doing I just want you to be safe" I said walking upstairs "I will be" he said following me. And that is where I knew he was lying, he is always in some mix up a few weeks ago we were out to dinner and these two buff guys approached us and asked to talk to roc even though I never stopped asking roc who those guys were he wouldn't tell me I know something isn't right its this gut feeling...
End of flashback
well maybe because I'm pregnant I have this feeling and before you ask no roc does not know whatever he is doing I don't want my baby being born into his foolishness I will tell him when he stops keeping secrets from me because at the end of the day he is the love of my life and the father to my kids I can't lose him. Anyways I was out with trinity and the kids doing a little shopping since summer is almost here, trinity was the first person I told that I was pregnant other than roc's mom and dontae I'm only 2 weeks, Trinity and diggy are still going strong even though diggy is on tour right now, dontae and chyna are engaged and she is having a baby boy everything just seems so perfect well except for me and roc of course "so how is roc I haven't seen him around lately" " I don't know how to answer that because I haven't seen him lately either" I said sipping my drink " your kidding..." "Nope for the past few weeks he had been coming home late with these big stacks of money I mean I don't mind the money but where is he getting it from and why is he always coming home so late" " does he even know your pregnant" she said feeding Christina " not a clue because he is never around he doesn't even realize that I have more mood swings than usual" "wow yn.... That's crazy" she said wiping Christina's face "yeah I know" your phone started ringing " speak of the devil" you said looking at the caller I.D it was him "hello" "hey baby I have to do something tonight so I will be home late" "like always" you mumbled "what did you say?" " oh um I said okay I will see you when you get home bye". You said hanging up the phone "let me guess it was him" " yup and he isn't coming home tonight again" " I have an idea you know how there is the tracking thing on your phone in case you lose it, I remember he put it on your phone just in case he lost his you can track where he is going right now its time to do some lurking your going to drop the twins off at dontae's and I will take my kids to my moms and tonight around 9 o'clock we meet up and find where this nigga has been going all this time" she said picking up Christina and putting her in her car seat "I don't know trin.... What if he catches us" I said putting chresanto Jr in his car seat "he won't because I'm a master at this trust me make sure you wear all black" she said walking to her car and getting in " have you seen my closet that's all I wear" I said yelling at her from my car. It was time to see what roc was really up too, I hope he isn't cheating because I will chop him up .
