Just A Lover [ Levi X Reader ]

Chapter 1

Y/n pov:

As I opened my eyes, i found my self alone in the bed.

Yes, alone what's new levi would come home late and leave really early. We barely even see each others faces.

I tried my hardest to explain everything, but he chose to ignore me. It's been three years since this routine of ours started.

The world knows I tried my best to find  that reckless driver who bumped into my daughter but I couldn't.

He also told me to stop looking for it because It wouldn't make a difference it wouldn't bring our daughter back.

I went downstairs and looked at sky's pictures in the fridge, she loves putting her pictures there when she was still alive.

I tear slip from my eye as I stared at the fridge.

With my longing self I found my self walking towards the backyard and stared at the empty slide and swing set, where my daughter loves to stay in.

I cried as I walked towards the playground.

The door opened revealing levi. I smiled sadly and went up to him.

He looked at me and sighed "morning do you want breakfast I can cook you something".

He closed his eyes and sat in the couch.

"Don't bother, I already ate" I nodded and walked close to him.

I sat beside him and stared at him.

"Levi, I'm trying my best to re open sky's ca-".

"Let's just not talk about it please, just leave me alone." he said as he stood up and went to his office.

I couldn't control my tears so I just let it.

Ever since sky died he treated me like I'm not a worthy person.

I tried my best to explain what really happened, but he chose to ignore my explanation.

I know I can do something, I know I can fight for my daughter's case, I know I can, but he doesn't want me to. He wants me to give it up.

Maybe it's really my fault why our daughter died, I shouldn't have taken her to the park, I should have watched her closely.

It's my fault and now I'm losing everyone.

All I have I right now is my career and my mom, who stayed with me.

I got cut out of my thoughts when Levi came out carrying all his patients file.

"Levi where are you going?" I followed him to his car.

"I'm staying in the hospital don't bother your self taking care of me".

I just stood there looking at his car until it faded from my sight.

I cried loudly as I sat in the floor of our house.

In the end of the day it's just my self and our huge house.

If I could just turn back time I would.

I shouldn't have took that case knowing that Zeke Yeager is a huge mafia boss.

I drove to my law firm and reviewed the cases that I will handle.

After all my work is done, I don't know where to go, I don't know where should I go.

I have no more place to call my home.

I have no more family to call mine.

I decided to go to my mom's apartment, she's the only one who stays and comforts me.

Scratching my nose while knocking on my mom's door.

My nose is so full with mucus and eyes still watery from all the crying I did in the car while driving here.

"Y/n what are you doing here it's late already" I smiled sadly.

"I'm alone, I'm all alone" I mumbled as I ran towards her and hugged her tight.

"Everything is my fault and I deserve to be in pain like this" she shook her head.

"It's not your fault y/n, look at me" I faced her, she moved the hair from my face and wiped my tears.

"It's not your fault, he loves you and I know he does, he's just in pain".

I'm also in pain, why can't he see that.

I hope it's still true, he is so different from the Levi I knew before.

<3