Felinciano stood at his dear brothers grave, tears dropped from his amber coloured eyes, it was all his fault, if he wasn't so good at everything, lovino wouldn't be gone.
Felinciano would always hear his brother crying at nights, but yet he chose to ignore the calls of help and go to sleep.
lovino would still always care for Felinciano even though he didn't need to.
Felinciano would never know what it's like to be second best, he was always the better one while lovino would be pushed away.
Spain didn't choose to keep lovino, he was given lovino to look after.
Spain would visit Felinciano, leaving lovino alone.
Felinciano remembers Antonio telling him that one day Antonio came home to lovino sleeping on the floor, tear stains on his cheeks. He cried himself to sleep, he found out where Antonio went.
Lovino was fed up being second best, yes he loved his younger brother but.. no one loved Lovino.
Feliciano came home one day to see his brother in the bath filled with water and blood.
The first thing Felinciano did was take hus dear brother out, he saw the large gashes in his arms.
He checked for a pulse, nothing.
Feliciano called Antonio for help and the ambulance.
After they came back from the hospital Antonio stayed with Felinciano that night so they both could be together after their lost loved one.
Feli and Toni looked around Lovinos room.
They found a note from Lovino.
*dear Fratello, I'm sorry I left you.
but you have people who truly love you, I didn't.
I don't like being alone anymore, I don't like crying myself to sleep, I hate the nightmares I constantly kept having.
I decided to end it all.
But just remeber I do love you, I may be angry and grumpy but.. its just because I was treated second best.
You won't understand but, I do love you.
~ Lovino*
tears splashed onto the nite Feliciano read.
"I love you too fratello" he whispered.
"you are good at somthing lovino... good at being my brother"
