self harm reader & eating disorder X Dabi

CHAP-11 don't worry I'm here for you

a/n okay I'm back it's been like 2 years so ill be very surprised if anyone reads this chapter but if people do I will make more this is my most popular book thank you all so much for reading this book and I hope you like this chapter also TW In this chapter as always. also, y/n is all okay now words back n stuff like that

y/n pov

it was Wednesday four days before the mission and Dabi still hadn't talked to Shigaraki yet I was starting to be concerned Shiggy hadn't talked to me either mostly likely because Dabi wouldn't let me out of his sight which was annoying at times but I understood why

I was in my room reading with only a lit candle to light the room it was calming since I've been back I've never felt so relaxed all of a sudden I could hear bagging from the other room at first I thought nothing of it until I realised the next room was the bathroom then I got curious and wondered who and what they were doing in there when I got there the banging was still there it was in waves stopping then starting again I knocked

no answer

I knocked again this time with more force but still no answer, so I opened the door to see Shiggy he was there pouring tears like a fountain and banging his head back when I looked around out the door I could see Dabi

"what is that noise"

he stood in the hall looking tired like he hasn't slept in a while but right now Sigaraki looked worse "go to bed it's nothing ill be there soon" he had a pouty face but obeyed anyway as soon as he left out of sight I rushed to Shiggy on my knees in front of him making sure not to touch him "Shiggy breathe put your hand on your chest and breathe for as long as you can your okay" he was still struggling to breathe but at least he could hear me "can I hold you?" I asked staying calm he nodded slightly so I slowly hugged him and held his hand placing his other more towards his chest rather than where he put it on his stomach until he calmed down and could talk "are you okay?" he took a while to reply "yes" he said in just a whisper but I heard it "I'm sorry" my heart went in two when I heard his voice say those words "don't be sorry there's no need" I said helping him up walking to his bedroom then placing him on his bed letting him reposition himself so he's comfortable "are you going to be okay I can sit here for a bit if you want" I just wanted him to know he is safe

Dabi's POV

he was taking forever where was he what was he doing I decided to go to the living room thinking about what Shigaraki said to me it pained my heart what I was about to do and for that stupid man why does he care anyway I was trying to think a way out of it when he came in looking handsome as usual "hey I'm back I see you didn't go to bed" he was so smiley I almost didn't do I

"I think we need to break up"

he stood there eyes big like he was about to cry he didn't say anything he just walked away to the room we shared I was frozen I didn't know what to do

y/n POV

I couldn't breathe after everything I trusted him I locked the door making sure he wouldn't walk in as he would even dare to suddenly tears leaked out my eyes uncontrollably not being able to stop them it felt like the space around me was getting smaller and smaller until I couldn't even move

knock knock

what should I do making me even more panicked not knowing whether it was Dabi or not then I heard a voice "hey it's me toga we haven't had a sleepover in a while I was wondering if you wanted to have one" I felt a little more relaxed I whipped the tears of my face and opened the door smiling "hii yes id love a sleepover let me get changed and ill be right there" before I closed the door I could see Dabi still standing there frozen in place either toga didn't care or didn't notice nonetheless I jumped on my bed giving myself a moment to prepare why did I say yes I can't act so happy after what just happened but then I fell asleep from how tired the crying made me