Secrets

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1 week later

Kenny: hey baby

Toni: hey

Kenny: how you feel today

Toni: I'm okay

Toni let out a deep shaky sign before crying. Kenny got on the floor with her and held her

Kenny: it's okay baby let's just talk about it, what do you feel?

Toni: I- I feel like it's- it's our fault because of the situation that happened before her passing and we promised her we wouldn't fight I feel like she was worried, scared and stressed and it killed her

Kenny: I do think that we were part of the reason but we shouldn't blame ourselves because things happen we just have to always have her in our hearts and keep pushing

Toni: easy for you to say, you have another daughter Kenny that was my only child I don't have anyone, how do I move forward without her it's hard........that was my only baby and she's gone

Kenny: I understand and just because I have another daughter doesn't mean I don't hurt and cry at night because i do I loved Kennedy with all my heart she was the most amazing, caring, and beautiful little girl in the world to me.......

Toni: she was a perfect mix of us sometimes she'd act like you and sometimes me....I just never ever thought I'd be grieving like this for her I never thought I'd be burying my baby my only child and somedays I think that it was god's way of punishing me for how i acted and the arguments we had because she was always there

Kenny: same which hurts because the last w-words she s-said was daddy no and I-

Kenny breaks down crying. They both cried for hours then went to bed