Ha.
Haha.
Haaaa.
I fucking hate life, I hate school, I hate that life makes me go to school, I hate stress, I hate being held at such high expectations, I hate fucking everything.
I hate myself, I hate my lack of motivation, lack of sleep, lack of kindness, lack of intelligence, lack of dopamine. I fucking hate this.
Why am I still here?
In this reality?
When I am like..THIS. HUH? WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS? IM FUCKING SORRY OK? IM SORRY. PLEASE JUST..LET ME LIVE??? HAPPILY? SUCCESSFULLY? SOMETHING, A GRAIN OF FÜCKING EMPATHY.
JESUS FUCKING CHRIST.
I HATE THIS
WHY AM I LIKE THIS? WHY CANT I JUST BE BETTER. MORE RESPONSIBLE, RELIABLE, SMART, NICE, PRETTY. WHY.
