Bloody Christmas •JJK ff•

04: Fresh Start?

*Author pov*

"Hey bunny♡~" he grinned.

Those words were enough to make you start shivering in fear, this time you knew that you wouldn't be able to escape, at least not as easy as before.

"What are you doing here? Why are you even here again? We are good and living peacefully without you." you said in a strong tone without showing any sign of fear but deep down you were terrified, you knew that Jungkook could just ruin your life at any moment like he did some years ago.

As soon as you said that his grin dropped and sincerity said, "I know I have hurt you but I am willing to change. I spend and suffered about a year in jail till I couldn't do it anymore, especially after I heard that you gave birth. I'm here to take care of you. . .of both of you now. Please Bunny, give me a chance."

You were touched by his sincerity but that didn't change the fact that he k!lled your friends and that you could never forgive him for the way he treated you. You somehow felt trapped between your brain telling you to not forgive him and your heart to give him a second chance.

"You k!lled my friends. . ." you let out and look at his face to see his reaction.

The expression pasted on his face was uneasy to read. He was standing still, with your baby in one of his arms, listening to you attentively.

*Y/N pov*

With no response I continued, "I can't forgive you. I don't think I will be able to. . ."

"I understand but you wanted me to pay, isn't it? I spend more than 1 whole year there while being badly treated. . .please, understand. . .you can always punish me in your own way if you want. I will accept any of it but at least let me stay near you both," he replied sincerely.

"I. . .I-I can't. . ." I said still not convince at all with him, I couldn't trust him. With no response at all I continued, "just lay him back in his crib and go away."

Jungkook slowly and surely lay the baby back in his crib. With a sad expression he pass infront of me to his way to the front door.

After he went out, he turn around, look at me then said, "I will come back tomorrow morning. . ."

I didn't replied or said anything and instead shut the door off almost immediately.

[Next day]

I woke up from loud the cries of Eunwoo. We got up and did our usual morning routine, then head to the kitchen. I gave him his feeding bottle and made a cup of hot coffee for myself, as breakfast. I sat up while continuing my work on my laptop.

Some hours later the front door bell rang. I went to open the door and as expected, there was Jungkook.

"Hey, morning," he said.

"You come?. . .you see, it's better if you go away and don't come near us ever again," I said firmly.

"Please. . .you can't do that. . ." he replied disappointed.

I knew he was right. Every parent whenever they are or has done deserved to meet their child(ren), and vice versa.

After thinking for some minutes I reculently let him in. We sat in the living room while Jungkook start playing with Eunwoo.

"By the way, Y/N, what have you been since we last meet, about a year ago," he asked concerned.

"What do you want me to answer? You ruined my life. . .You-Anyways, I'm not going to continue with that, the baby is here," I replied looking away from him.

Jungkook looked at me guilty then look at Eunwoo then asked, "Hummm. . .what's his name?"

". . .Eunwoo, KANG Eunwoo," I responded while implying on my family name, "Anyways, how about you? What happen with the police? How and why did they release you this fast?"

". . .The-They release me because of the lack of evidence," he replied with his guilty look. And with that I just hum in response.

*Skip Time, Afternoon*

They were playing silently on the base table while I was looking at them, sitting on the couch. The sight of them being this close and intimate made my heart warm. It was adorable, if only me and my friends hadn't done this dare that Christmas eve night, if only Jungkook and I hadn't met or met in a different situation. Maybe I wouldn't be that cold towards him, maybe I wouldn't have suffered this much alone, maybe I wouldn't be this affected, maybe. . .maybe I would still had my friends with me.

I was deep in my thoughts that I didn't realise that Jungkook was calling out for me, "Hey, Bunny. Bunny? You there? Y/N?"

"Yes?" I finally answered him.

"Eunwoo fell asleep in my arms," Jungkook said, making me look at my little ball of sunshine cutely curled in Jungkook's arms.

"Give him to me I will put him in his crib," I replied rudely.

After laying Eunwoo in his crib I went back in the living room, where Jungkook was.

"You can go now, Eunwoo is in deep sleep," I said coldly to Jungkook.

"Bunny? Can we talk?" he asked hesistantly.

"No, you can go now," I replied coldly.

"But-"

"NO! You wanted to see the baby, so now that you saw him go," I said cutting him off.

"I want to have a serious talk with you," he firmly said.

"Fine, what is it?" I agreed.

"I can't stand that anymore, even while being close to you seems that I'm not at all, I want to start over but it seems that you don't intend to even try," he confessed.

"And why would I? Why would I want to be intimate with the murder of my friends?! For me you are and will stay a k!ller-" I said with my teary eyes but I didn't had time to complete my sentence that I suddenly found myself pushed onto the wall, trapped between Jungkook's arms.

". . .if I could I would change the past, but I can't and fell for you. You made me feel something that I never did before. I tried to repulse it or remove it but can't. . .," he confessed looking at me with frustration visible on his face. It was obvious that he is regretting but nothing can change the past.

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