~{poems}~

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"Im sorry baby, ill try better"
Thats all you ever said
I thought you were cool
But i couldnt escape my bed

After all this time, i couldnt cope
You compared my trauma to yours
God, i feel shit
And to think

I looked up to you
I loved you
I changed myself for you
And i can notice

The things you did to hurt me
I can feel myself doing them
Attention seeking
Although you made me happy-

God, i wish id never met you.