Tianna's pov
No no no leave me alone. Please! I'll be good I promise. No! No! No! Help!
Haaaaaaaaa! Screaming I woke up from that awful dream. Frightened I didnt even notice where I was. The place seemed different. Where am I?
The thought spreading my mind as I looked around the room I was in. Tears filling my eyes from what I just saw. This cant be happening.
Where am I? Looking all over the bed I was in for my phone and cant find it. Everything is all blurry. But then reality hit me, I was in my room. My new room. A new town a new life. That kinda calmed me down a little but I couldnt go back to sleep .
I got up and turned on the lights in my room. Everything looks familiar now.
But where is it?
Where is my book?
Oh fuck oh fuck I need to find that book....
Searching all over and still cant find it my heart starts to beat faster and faster and anxiety kicking in head spinning.
Where is my book? It has to be in here somewhere.
I cant do without that book. I search my bookshelf once more and its still not there. So I went over to my dresser drawer and looked in there.
Yes I found it grabbing it up i opened no longer able to stand up i fell to the ground, curled up in a ball opened it to the first page which had a picture of my beloved father i kissed it . Then turned to the next page that read
Time to put pen to paper and pray that nobody finds this book on till I'm dead and gone. Even in death I dont want anyone to find this book and read this book. Please do not read this book without permission and even then still do not read. Personal property. Warning do do go any further.
Heart beat finally going back to normal, feeling at peace with myself. I closed the book and held it tight. Curled up in a ball on my carpeted floor I fell back to sleep.
Later that morning I woke up about 8:15, and ran downstairs, nobody was up yet so I decide to make breakfast for my mom and brothers. But when I opened the fridge there was hardly anything in there to prepare. But there was egg, cheese milk and bread. So I decided to make egg and chease sandwiches, by the time I was finished my two little brothers came running down the stares shouting my name "tianna ,Tianna come look" they both shouted. Hahaha, what is it?" I asked.
"Come look TT there's a swing in the backyard. Can we go play please?!?!?" The oldest of the two, tian asked.
I couldn't help but smile at them. :Come here, both of you", I called out to them and they came over by me.
"Did you brush your Teath?" They both replied with bright smiles and a nod of there heads.
"Did you guys make your beds?"Shaking there heads and looking disappointed they turned in the direction of the stares and I stopped them.
"Hahaha don't worry I'll do it for you but you have to eat breakfast fist. And carry mom's own for her cause she seems tired from yesterday." Thanks TT your the best" tian sayed to me me and kion the youngest hugged me. They took up the plate with the sandwiches and pured a glass of milk and took it mom. And then ran down stairs and ate their breakfasts.
Me in the meantime went to the boys room and cleaned it then I went to my mom's room to see if she was up yet. Surprisingly she was up, and was talking to one of her colleagues from work and making preparation for when she would come in that that.
When she saw me she smiled and said "Hey honey what's up? Thanks for brakfast." I replied saying "your welcome and I think I want to take your car the the grocery store. The place is emty." "And the boys are outside playing with the thing at the back."
My mom replied "Ok hon but am going work for 3 so can you be home before then?" "Of course mom I wont be long" I replied. "Oh ok then do your thing baby girl, my wallet is on the dresser." My mom said.
"Thanks mom see you later" I said kissing her then walking out the room. Then I stopped in my tracks and ask.
"Is there anything in particular you want me to get you." I asked her and she shook her head in response and continued talking to her on the phone.
Then I left the room grabbing her purse and car keys. Running down the stares I realized I haven't seen or heard from the boys. So I went looking for then but they were right where they saud they would be. In the back yard playing on the swings. They looked so adorable at three and four years old. Its a joy to see them so happy.
"Boys! Come here" I called to them and the jumped of the swings and came over to me. "TT, TT!" They both shouted at me. "We love it here , we're having so much fun. We dont want to move again TT" they said.
"Heyyyyy hold up am not the one you should tell that. Go tell mom."
"But not right now because she is on the phone."" And am going to the store do you guys want to come. " yes yes yes! They shouted running and jumping around me and smiled.
And thought they are so happy. I wish it was like this all the time.
Ok then go get in the car I said. And they both ran to the car and put on their seat belts and I drove out the parking garage and drove down the road. But I have no idea where the store is.
