I won't go

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"What?!" I almost shout.
"Honey please sit and im going to tell you everything" mum says calmly.
"We are moving to America, to New york for your dads job. Hes working under cover. So we are going perminently. Me, you, dad and Angel. Jake will be here for university our house will not be sold yet until your brother finds a friend to move in with. We are goin to the airport at 5pm tomarrow" Mum explains as I turn to face jake. He frowns as my eyes tear up.
"You knew?" I ask jake
"May, im sorry. I did but mum told me not to tell you" he replies.
I turn to mum and dad.
"Im not going!" I protest.
"We have to, love. We cant leave you here your still kind of young" dad says.
I run upstairs to my room. Tears poring down my face.
We cant be going.
I cant. I wont.
I cant leave my school behind.
I cant leave Autumn behind, shes my betfriend. My sister.
What about liam?
I cant leave him.
And jake.
He didnt tell me.
Some brother.
Thats why he took me out today for 'quality time'.
I slam the door and sit on the floor in the corner of my room and huddle up. Putting my head into my knees.
I cry. I won't leave.
I take my phone out.

To Autumn:

Parents just told me, we are moving to America.
Perminently!
Help.
I dont want to go!
:(

Someone knocks on my door.
"Go away" I shout.
But they refuse and come in.
"May?" Its jake
"You knew and didn't tell me" I say softly
"Im sorry" he replies
-"I cant leave! I won't. I cant leave my school. Autumn. Liam. I cant leave you behind, jake your my brother.
I just cant. I wont go. I can stay here."
- "you have to go. I will visit and you can come back to see your friends" I look up and he smiles.
I hug him tight and cry some more.
And my phone beeps.

From Autumn

Omg no way!
Im coming round!
:(

"Did you tell Autumn?"jake asks and I nod.
I show him the text and he smiles slightly.
"Dont worry sis. Its gonna be a new beginning a new life almost." He smiles
"I keep wondring and wondring and wondring when will my life begiiin!" He sings.
I laugh. I have a slight obbsesion with disney films. Thanks to my younger sister. But, I love tangled so much. Oh and isn't flynn cute?
I kinda decided to grow my hair too thanks to repunzel. Im weird. I know.

**
The door bell rings and I can hear mum telling Autumn im in my room. Jake's still sitting next to me. Trying to make me feel better.
I can hear Autumns footsteps as she runs up the stairs.
She comes in.
"Oh my god, may. Please tell me your joking!"
"Im not. We are going tomarrow at 5pm." I say wiping whats left of my tears.
"Ill leave you two. If you need me ill be in my room." Jake smiles and me and Autumn nodd.
She huggs me "dont worry its gonna be awsome. America is an amazing place.im gonna miss you but we can always visit in the holidays." I love my friend so much. Shes amazing.
We spend the rest of the night together and decide shes staying over for a sleep over. For the last time.
We pack whats left in my room and just chill.
We get into bed and Autumn falls asleep
I text liam.

To liam

Liam im moving to New york perminantly for my dads job :(
Im gonna miss you so much. I can visit in the holidays.
We are going tomoz
Love you xx

I fall asleep after a bit.

**
The next morning I wake up. Autumns still asleep. I check the time.
Its 8 am. I coulnt sleep much.
I check my phone . Theres a text from liam.

From liam

Ok. Dont worry everythings gonna be fine.
Gonna miss u
Xx

**
After breakfast. Dad says he will drop autunm back home. Parting us was nearly impossible.
We hugged. I cried. She cried. Mum cried. Even jake started tearing up!
After our parting dad took Autumn, also to say goodbye to his best friend.(Autumns dad).
I plop myself onto the sofa next to Angel. She playing a game on her tablet. Jake comes in and sits on my other side.
"Did you know that American car horns beep at the note F" I say and he smiles.
"Where the hell do you do you find all these facts from?" He laughs.
"Well, I use my spare time to read books. Mostly ones with facts and stuff. " I say.
"Ok? Tell me more then. Lets see what you got." He smiles.
"Well there is about 3,459 miles distance from london to new york.
Which means we will br 3,459 miles apart. And as in we I mean you, Autumn, liam.." I trail off and start tearing up. I test my heaf on jakes shoulder.

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