Jally smut. Johnny x Dally

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Johnny's pov

The sound of Curtis's screen door rattles through the house. Here Dallas's voice follows shortly after, "pony?" he Looks up from his book, " I'm going to head out through your window," tilting his head in confusion "Dallas." i say looking down, i told pony about it, he'd blown it off, as a 'drunken mistake' i guess that's what is was, when it clicks he says a faint 'ohh' and opens the window hear Dallas call my name i bolt through the window, and duck as pony shuts it just then Dallas walks in i can hear his words the particularly muffled i waited till he left and walked behind the house, ponyboy follows after me "you can't ignore him forever" i grunt" "yeah,yeah i can'' he kicks a rock, "i want us all to be able to hang, Johnny, it ain't fair us to be sneaking around him all the time." i sigh " i guess i won't forever but it would be a good long while until we do go back to normal" he groans "whatever" , i pull a weed out and start smoking it we walk over to town, "hey two, Dallas 'round here" pony says , " oh eh, prolly at bucks why you askin", two bit says "curious." pony says i glance behind me for a quickly moment before i here ponyboy ask me something "yeah i responded with'' half heartedly i had no clue what he said- "so you're getting along with Dallas'' he says breaking my thought "huh," i say looking back to him "that's what i asked, you ready to forgive him yet," i look for two but he had been long gone "no pony we had just had this conversation -" " 3 hours ago" pony says "give me break , i'll try and talk to him in a week for now let's just keep walking.'' I groan, rubbing my face , and the pony just nods and starts walking again.

Dallas pov

Johnny had been ignoring me. I mean I'm not an idiot, it was pretty obvious. but after pony told me what happened when i walked in his room, it felt worse in some sort of way,i missed hanging out with Johnny, the kid was the only thing that would get me p in the morning, i've tried to apologize and its didnt work, i miss him im at a loss. i walk to bucks partying always made me feel better, i decided to look for parties going in and out of building until i found one underneath a store it was pretty packed i walked to the bar and order 3 shots until a flamboyant man came up to me "whatcha doin here sir you lost?" I scoff , ''What do you want? "You," he answers with a wink. I almost choke,  "Um, you've got the wrong guy ''''then why are you here , you questioning?" "no i-", "yeah you are, here im Jamie," the flamboyant man grabs my hand " Dallas" "i know who you are, this must be hurting your repaint it ," he teases "no not necessarily", "look sir, you wanna run off because  people will  start talking i suggest you follow' the man gets up and walks away i sigh and throw a wad of cash down and get up following him, through  the crowd until i met with a door with red satin curtains covering it the flamboyant man heads in side, and  i follow , " sit down," my eyes widen, it was like a whole apartment in here, kitchen bedroom and bathroom, he hands me water and motions me to sit down , at a round table with two chairs,  take a seat, "listen i've been running this joint for 16 years, i know a question man when i see him , now tell me what's happening",  i sigh and look at my feet, how bad could it be telling this random guy but my troubles i take a deep breath and start from the beginning i would look at him from time to time and it looked as if he was actually listing my chest felt lighter i did tear up a bit a didn't dare to let them fall, i just babbled on and on about Johnny, for the kiss to know the way everything made me feel when i finished i felt light and fine it felt good to let everything out, " you love him don't you," i draw my feet into a cross at the question and tense up he looks at me with a smile, " they way you let this get to you i mean, you must really care about him, maybe he does too, i know he hasn't been speaking to you but maybe if you let yourself change he'll understand you and open up , i nod at this mans words

"being gay is one hell of a job one you and i didnt sign up for, but really dont let that get to yu, embrace who you are, it'll make a fasting story, now from you life story you gave me -" i tilt my head, and it hits me i hadn't just been babbling about Johnny i had been about myself my eyes widen i tad he seemed to notice " don't fret i'm a man of my word i keep secrets, as i was saying, " he continues s "seem that you've lost basically everything you shouldn't let yourself get lost to, what more do you have lose expect your self, you might aswell go get him , just give  your self a moment to revise who you are it doesn't come as easy to people so dont beat your self over if it take a while," he looks at his watch and sighs " i have to go but," "thanks" i say he gives me a smile, " im here if you need " i smile at Jamie, "thanks" he gets up to leave, "stay as long as you want just don't mess with anything." i nodded and he shuts the door. i know what i have to do, few moments later i run out to look for Johnny i look everywhere until i see him and pony at the lot  run towards Johnny "Johnny i yell " i see him flinch at my voice but he pretend he didn't here i rush to catch up with him and grab his arm "Johnny" i say out of breath "let go!" he says sternly fling his arm out of my grasp " go home pony' i say "wh-" "now" he walks just out far and i grab back on to Johnny, " Johnny, please just listen-" " no Dallas you don't know who you are and i don't either," " Johnny wait please listen to me , i want to be here for you with you, help change me to understand-" , Johnny cuts me off "Dallas i-" i cut him off with a kiss " please Johnny."