Right Person Wrong Time

How it ended

And just like that it was over. Who would've thought that the end of a song would determine your last interaction with her.

Yeah it hurt, very much. She chose this, but if it makes her happy I'm all for it; a life without me. Selfish, but she'll never meet someone who cares for her like I have these past few months. I treated her like a main character, like a queen. Unfortunately that, itself wasn't enough to win her over.

I hope one day she finds the one, and he is able to treat her the way she truly deserves to be treated.

So I'm going to make this very short. She was the one for me, but I wasn't the one for her. She brought me joy and happiness, and I brought her more priorities to deal with.

I doubt I'll move on any time soon, see what I saw in her in someone else, or treat a girl the same way I treated her. Because in reality she's all I've wanted for a while, and I can't even have that. So what makes me believe that I'll see that in someone else. So for now, I am on my own. I'll do everything for me, for my future and wellbeing.

Because "to live with idle hope, is tantamount to living one's life away." She's shown me sometimes it doesn't matter the amount of effort you put in to someone hoping it'll work itself out. She's shown me that sometimes it could just be the right person, wrong time. Or that someone has goals, and you may not be given a seat to tag along in one's life.

You have to find your own source of happiness, but make sure it isn't in a person.